-- Devil --

looking back

Memory~~memory~~

foolishness

lover to enemy
do you think i really cant live without you ??
turn into a hidden self ...
fine ... i wont even bother le...
even when i see you in real person ...
whether you sick or unhappy ...
you are just another person ...
Argh!!
i will never understand ...
understand why you give me a cold shoulder
why you beocme another person totally
your feeling for me last time is fake??
are you not mature enough ??
Argh!!
am i the one to blame??
should i even bother ??
being nice is wrong mah??
lover to enemy
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i create this blog is just for you ...
but i guess dun need le ...
from now on it is just me and God
the blog will be for God and for me
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hey sg all the best in your appeal ...
mei jia you in your study ...
hope you get well soon and get your scholarship ...

inspiration ...

yeah i got a target to achieve le ... planning is in the process ... thinking of doing certain thingy ...
tonight yinC learn new thing again ... yeah ... im so recharge now ... this few days has been thinking about what to do after ns ... i have to go register le U... yeah... oh ya im quite shock that quite alot of the SIA girls are not very tall ... keke im so happy ... yawn

thinking of you ... 19 is such a special number ... wind blow as season change ... whenever i see you ... i just go through you ... you are such a special one ... WHO R U ??

Out of the equation

Yeah my dad has come back home quite a few days ago ... Thanks God that he is okay ...

Happy to see you back to a happy chubby gal ... = p

Been travelling to Changi airport to do my duty ... get to protect my country ... it is quite an experince ... get to see the transit area ... T2 is quite big yo ... it is just like a mini shopping center ... very cool inside ...

today went to town to meet my friend for a walk cum dinner ... have a good time together ... i just change back to my quite self ... listen to them talking ... enjoying ... the chatting part ... have a dinner at cafe cartel at cine ... the service abit sucks!! but the food is nice ... i brought an album ... love psychedelico - the greatest hit ... very nice ... hehe

Art Friend in Taka - it is a cool place ... you can get everything that you need. From the paint to brushes to pencil to tools ... alot of cool things inside ... it will be my next fun shop in town ... will get my hand dirty with these new toys that im getting soon ... hehe

i have been wasting my time ... is time to get down to do some dirty work and also to upgrade myself... learn somthing new ... something that worth the value ... yup

all the best to myself ...

Reflection

pray that my dad operation will be successful... he will have a good rest in the hospital ...
mei mei you get will soon and be happy always ...
hope that you will not be so stressful in your study, Believe in yourself ya ... brownie

To do list...
- planning games for youth camp
- planning for JC ...
- To get well from foot rot
- To learn guitar
- To service my camera
- To wash my clothing
- To visit my dad

Hmm.. dont think too much about getting a partner ... dunt wanna know girls ... yup .. should back to my last time self ... know more guys ... play games ... sport ... and the most important thing to do now is to upgrade myself ... yup yup

I dunnoe why if i want to know a girl ... people will always think is because i like the girl... sad ... that is not the case ... i just want to know more friend ... and ya ... being quite ... i have to go back to my quite self ... just like long long time ago ... = )

Upgrade prog...
- photoshop
- reading books
- guitar

friday

Today is such a hectic day esp the noon ... everybody are waiting for one answer ... in the end ... we do not have the answer ... sigh!! ... evening i cycle to uncle bern house for yinC... debunking the DVC ... yeah ... gain quite alot of knowledge ... and have a nice time fellowship and celebrating eugiena DoB ... keke it was so funny that she discovered it when QL was lighting the candle in the kitchen ... hehe

well we just seem to click already ... why i dunno ... sigh!! hope that God will make a way ...

dunnoe what to write

My work place sucks... Boss cannot make it ... not decisive enough ... yawn .... i guess we are just arch enemy bah .... cant seem to have the click now ... yawn... ya ya im nagging in the blog now ... i should just use my time wisely and do things that are meaningful ... yup ... i got foot rot sia ... sian ... always care for ppl ... but who care for me ?? i wonder ... Sigh!! i guess i will be a loner again ... as usual ... should do things by myself and enjoy being with myself haha....

me, my , mine ...
God is the best ... love You