Simple Yet Complicated

Just feel like Blogging

2007-09-12T06:32:00.000+08:00

Hi to whoever reading my post. I have been struggling with the thoughts of quitting school. I know that alot of people will be kicking me saying that im stupid. Waste money waste time and just want to quit now. The people that i will really disappoint is my mum and the person who come out with the money. I have analyse the situation and i know that i have to be successful in doing the stuff im doing if i quit school.

Will a university degree give you a better life ?

I have to make alot of major decision in my life. This is another major decision that i have to make. Well it may seem to be a bad decision if i quit school, and alot of my pass decision seem to be bad too, at least in people eyes. In the end, most of my decision turn out to be a wise decision. I really want to thanks God from keeping an eye on me. I also really want to thank those people who keep on support me especially dillon and his family.

I have been learning alot through trading. I know that most of the singaporean will not know what is a trader does. Trading term as a dangerous job or even speculator. Is that really the case? Trader is a job and always been a difficult job. Through the exposure of trading, i get to know profitable trader.

Well i want to be a trader and a businessman. This is where my passion lies. I want to be financial free and independent. Life is full of uncertainty.

You never know what is right or what is wrong till the day you make a decision. Wish me good luck and i will be back to post again. See ya guys .

I never celebrate my birthday this year. I mean i never recieve any present. Im 23 this year, i really have to plan and make a career.

Mix feeling

2007-08-20T04:27:00.000+08:00

What is a real education ? Why do people study ?

I have been pondering about the objective of my pursue of degree. Yesh i just want to get a degree as fast as possible . A degree means that you are above there. You are somebody as term by the society.

What is the purpose of studying something that you wont be making use of it next time ?
What is the purpose of studying something that you have no passion about it ?

What keep me going on in this education ?

Seriously if not for the money that i already spend for like 12k, i think i will just put aside my study and do or study stuff that really interest me.

Why spend time on something that you wont go farther on it ?

Today im suppose to finish up one of my assignment. I really dun have the mood or push to do it or even start it. I will really disappoint my mum if i just quit studying.

Argh!! i really have no choice but to keep on pressing on it.

As the time tickle, my mind wonder , my soul float ...

Im a happy man

2007-08-13T02:50:00.000+08:00

Hello. Im a happy man nowaday. My business has been doing well and going strong. My internet business already generate $250 less than a months and still growing. My trading has been doing well too with about 50US buck a day since i started last week. My salary in my workplace has been increasing as the day passerby.

Hope you guys also doing as well as me. My dream of becoming a millonaire is not far away... getting nearer and nearer as the day passerby. =)

im in a fix

2007-07-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

I hate this feeling ... komochi in jap.... Actually i dunno what is wrong with me nowadays... if i dun have target is better than i have target. i guess maybe i think too much ... A guy ask a girl out is very normal right... i still like the way we talk and chit chat during work. I just give myself problem .... yawn ... i have to change my state and let the nature take it course.

Relationship so troublesome ... if it is as simple as abc ... i wonder that will be so wonderful... and alot of people will have no trouble about it.

No Action = 0%
Action = 100% or -100%

yawn ...

I dun understand girl

2007-07-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

Just feeling abit lousy!!! I need to be focus and do not think of girls. Whenever i think i will have chance, i will be disappointed. I need to be patient and also focus on the job. I have to work and reach my target and my dream. Change my state!!!

Work Work Work !!! and also Exercise Exercise Exercise !!! and also Study Study Study !!!

no girl no girl no girl no girl ... BLAH!!!

This is my ranting blog ...

Girls are complicated creature

2007-07-10T11:30:00.000+08:00

hello ... long time never update on this blog ... my blog... that mean is a good thing because whenever i start blogging here mean im not happy with who and who... another words mean im fustrated or unhappy...

well this post is none of that matter. This post is regarding a girl. A girl that i know for just a couple of weeks. This is a girl who know how to manipulate guy especially the "boy". This girl know how to capture the weakness of guy and make use of it for her own benefit.

Aw .. so couple of days ago. I was having a verbal war with this girl. Having a highly intelligent conversation with her. Well in the end i guess im the person who having more of a damage and i did to her. Oh well i do certainly enjoy the conversation, but that make me wonder that what a women she will be when she grow older ...

She might be a highly intelligent + overconfident girl... maybe i will relook again when i get to know her better. Well hopefully she wont be having influence her best friend to against me... keep my finger xcoss...

A Fun Test

2007-06-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

Mon and Tues Trades

2007-06-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

06/11/2007 O STC .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $9.20 $14.95 $1,825.02
06/11/2007 O BTO .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $8.70 $14.95 ($1,754.95) $70.07
Total Realized Gain for GOOG $70.07

5 min scalp on Goog ... now looking for another entry hehe =) they change too fast liao got fake 2 time if nt make more waha but nvm la 70 buck for 5min is good as i dun like to wait

06/11/2007 O STC .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 2 $7.30 $14.95 $1,445.02
06/11/2007 O BTO .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 2 $6.20 $14.95 ($1,249.97) $195.05
Total Realized Gain/Loss for GS $195.05

Wao all chiong GS lol ... i go in at ard 1030 - 1035 ... very nice. then when at around 1230++ i know im safe to let it run a while as it sit on a very good support line ... hehe profit take 2 contract first ... let 1 run ... target 230 ... okay shall go to slp and study FOR WED EXAM .... Wish me Good Luck

Happy Hunting Cya

06/12/2007 O STC .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $3.30 $14.95 $645.03
06/12/2007 O BTO .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $5.10 $14.95 ($1,034.95) -389.92

06/12/2007 O STC .GOPRU - GOOG JUN 510 Put 3 $7.80 $14.95 $2,325.01
06/12/2007 O BTO .GOPRU - GOOG JUN 510 Put 3 $5.90 $14.95 ($1,784.95) 540.06

Total Realized Gain/Loss for GOOG $150.14

GS
06/12/2007 O STC .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 1 $8.90 $14.95 $875.03
06/11/2007 O BTO .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 1 $6.20 $14.95 ($624.98) $250.05
Total Realized Gain/Loss for GS $250.05

Total Realized Gain $400.19

WAO almost got heart attack ... WAoo ... GS as preplan from yesterday game ... it hit my target 230 and chiong till 231 ... take money first lor ... today is bear day dun play play hahaha ... then today i scalp Goog while taking a break from study...

Goog - alomost get caught up ... buy a call initially , cos all the indication is up ... so go in abit slow ... then contispate and dosent seem to go up due to the lousy NEWS ... so i sold off and BUT A PUT ... cos i saw it going to over turn ... true enough it free fall in 10 mins ... haha earn back everything ahhaa ... okay back to study ... spend 90 mins ... okay at least is all in plan

happy hunting BYEeee (intra5 dun fake ppl)

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Hey guys i will update the option trading platform either tommorrow or after my exam on friday. see you guys ...

starting of a new journey

2007-05-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

well long time never blog about anything in my life ... it has been a hell of up and downs for me in the past few weeks ... there are more downs than up ... everything come out fine ... that why im here sitting on a comfortable chair typing on my laptop...

Im very grateful that God has provide my a nice home to stay ... big and spacious ... nice view overseaing a shopping center ... i have free internet acess too ... sponser by linksys ... haha ...

new journey ... new life ... new environment ... yeah ...

IM looking FOR A ROOM TO RENT

2007-04-15T01:11:00.000+08:00

Yo hi everybody ... im looking for a room to rent ... if you have any lobang pls contact me or send me a mail ... URGENT !!!

2007-04-09T16:16:00.000+08:00

State of mind ...
Have you wonder ....
- what kind of state you in when you are studying ...
- what kind of state you in when you are working ...
- what kind of state you in when you are stressful ... happy ... horny and etc ...

Different feeling , thoughts , action, gestures trigger different state of mind...

Ever wonder how you can BE happy even though you are sad ....

well let me share a personal experience to you ...

During my childhood day ... i had a terrible fall from the monkey bar and as a result i broke my arm ... This incident had a deep impact on me as it leave me a scar ... Thus i dare of play monkey bar again ... Well many of you out there might think that it wont be a great effect to me as monkey bar is just an obstacle that will not hinder my growth ... yup i think of that too ...

What go around come around ... The day that i face monkey bar again is after 13years later ... when im enlisted for army ... Whenever i face the monkey bar ... i feel week, scare, and it seem to be a huge obstacles for me ... So i form a state of mind that keep saying i cant handle the monkey bar ... keep on giving excuses...

one day i decide enough is enough ... so i tell myself i have to conquer the monkey bar ... so whenever i face the monkey bar ... i will do a certain "action" to pychic myself that i can do it ... and true enough ... after 3 mths of hard training which include improve on my grip power and muscle strength... finally i manage to clear the monkey bar ...

Our state of mind is a very powerful tool that will unlock your potenial and shift your state of mind that you can be something like a superMAN/Women ...

Hope my story can inspire you to control your state of mind

My Dad

2007-04-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

This post is for him ... My Dad

Have you ever get insulted by your dad ?
Have you ever get scolded by your dad for no reason ?

My dad ... He is a big devil ... I guess you guys think im speaking rubbish ...
He is a very good actor ... can change face very fast ...

1 min angel to you ... the next min change face ...

The only time he is angel to you is when he is in good mood or ... he need money from me ...

He become devil when i dun follow his plan / his nonsense ... example when he knock my door .. he demand immediate reaction ... i just say wait and going to open the door ... he already shouting at me ... He ask me to move such a heavy stuff like refrigerator and when im thinking how to move it and help him to move ... he shouted at me ... say i stupid dunno how to move blah blah blah ...

Cool right to have such a Dad ...

He did not give me a single cent since after sec 4 ...
Even when in sec 3 - sec 4 ... he dun really give ....

The best ever tactics that he ever use and still using is ...
Borrow small sum of money bit by bit from me ...
Then ask me to record down ...
When he return me the money ...
The next day he will and most likely he will borrow money from me again ...

SO WHAT THE POINT OF RETURNING ME MONEY ? GEEzz

and if you dun lend him money ...

HE will bloody curse and scold ME ...

He IS a very demanding person ... want people to follow his way ...

JUST because im his son ... dosent mean i have to obey him 100% ... IDIOTIC

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Well lucky for me now i know how to control my emotion ... just let it be ... 1 ear in 1 ear out ...

Happiness is a state of mind that can be control by you ...

Sometimes i wonder am i like Him ... I do feel have a little like him ... especially the "hao Lian" which i use to be ... and im quite of a perfectionist or have my own style or you can say expectation when im in charge of certain thing ...

Yup ... I dun want to be like him aka bomb ...

Demand high expectation in work is good ...
but Not everybody is the same as me ... as some people are not as capable in term of certain works ... therefore ... people management come into play ... be patient, gentle, and treat different people accordingly to their style ...

=) happy always ...

2007-03-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

hello ... i just came home ... well i saw the GIRL ... chey fake information... she is not 17 yrs old and not from np ... But guess what .... She is ard 20 and study at SIM ... RMIT ... so should be business course ... lol ... oh SHE has a boyfriend and the boyfriend seem nice ... but they dun stay together lar ... haha

hmm... She is quite cute and seem nice ... She is not petite so at least she can defend herself if necessary. well hopefully she wont get a shock out of her life ... and hope that the bomb wont explode ...

wish her all the best ...
I can sense something interesting things will happen soon ...
Oh ya she seem abit uncomfortable when she saw the house ... i wonder why she still want it haha... tmr her mum will come to my house to take a look ... wonder how she will react ... =X
Btw she is a malaysian ...

cya

2007-03-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

oh seem like she will be coming later today or i think tml ... well of cos i wonder how she look like ? is she big size or small size ... she will be the 3 rd girls staying in the house till date ... last time use to have a sibling of 2 girls and a guy ... so actually is better cos at least they have their brother with them... but this POOR or BRAVE girl will have to stay in this "wonderful house" for at the very least 3mths or half a year ...

I really feel sorry for her ... pay money still have to suffer from the noise and other crazy thingy from the bomb ... hopefully the bomb dun blast ... THE MORE I THINK SHE IS ONLY 17 THE MORE I WORRY FOR HER ...

hope that she is those kind of tomboyish ... wao if she is those cute cute type ... or my kind type die lor ... haha keeping my finger Xcross

2007-03-30T04:27:00.000+08:00

Yo im here to deliever some news ... i dunno whether is good or bad ... that is for you guys to decide bah ...

There will be a new tenant coming to my house to stay ... Guess what ? Is a SHE ... i heard she is only 17yrs old and will be studying at NP ... My first reaction is Oh!!! ... Welcome to hell ... How is she going or able to stand the nonsense of my dad ... I just wish her all the best ...

I really wonder and wonder ... hopefully if she really come to stay in my house ... my dad will tone down and dont mess out the thing .... and usually by this time of the year he will be quite stable ... haha ... the funny thingy is he tell me that he will be flying off to thailand for holiday once the new tenant come to stay in my house ... haha lol

Interesting lifestyle right ... =X

Recently i went to swim , gym and bladding ... quite fun ... im become abit dark lor ... hehe cool right ... become more handsome lor ... oh ya do visit my TRADING BLOG hor ... hehe alot of lesson learn from my trading .... anybody interested in trading just give me a msg or call me ... im willing to teach you guys FOR FREE ... first come first serve ... hehe

cya guys ... have a nice weekday and coming weekend ...

2007-03-24T11:24:00.000+08:00

大家好！！第一次用华语表达我的心声。。。好想好想把不愉快的事都给吐出来。。。

2007-03-24T04:18:00.000+08:00

Life is full of ups and downs ... just like the sea level will rise and fall ... everything is this world will have its up and down moment ... pick up yourself and move on with life ... shouldnt let the atmosphere deter you ... think of ways to overcome it and move on ...

Nothing cant be solve in this world ... dont keep on thinking about the unhappiness and thing that will make you unhappy ... cos the more you think about it ... the more you will become unhappy and the more you will get suck into the cycle of unhappiness state ...

A very good example is me ... If i keep on thinking about the bad stuff that happen to me ... i dun think i will be able to live till now ... if i dun move on when i recieved a D7 for my english o level ... i would not get a B4 for my retake paper ...

Failure and sadness is part of the process in life ... if you cant overcome and make use of that process ... life will be miserable for you ...

Remember ... happiness is within ourself ... No money can buy it ... Not even your spouse, friends or whoever can give you ...

ONLY YOU YOURSELF CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY !!!

2007-03-19T11:47:00.000+08:00

yo today having a good breaksfast ... HOTCAKE ... hehe ... besides having a nice meal ... i learn more thingy about internet marketing ... so cool sia ... i starting to enjoy having the time alone to do my own stuff ... enjoy the atmosphere in mac ... king albert park ... also even in jurong east library ... Both are great place to do research and do some useful reading ... especially your house is not so condusive ... = )

I tend to laze around at home or in my room to be precise ... maybe is too cosy to sleep or just too many thingy to occupy me ... What about YOU guys ? do YOU feel the same way as i did ?

I kind of fell in love with the nice morning ... haha maybe i seldom see and feel the sun ... lol =p i should try going to beach next time and see if there are wireless connection there ... if have that will be great ....

Argh!! just as im saying about the wirelessSG thingy ... the connection give way on me ... idiot ...
Gotta work later in the evening ... I still love you God ... YOU are always my first LOVE ...

Jia you law ... =)

天煞孤星

2007-03-18T06:09:00.000+08:00

yo ... Feng ... refer to your comments ... not so easy lar ... cos the cable got cut at near the machine there ... not enough wire to join back ... now the washing machine settle cos the bomb aka my dad "brought" another washing machine. Seriously speaking i dunno where he got it ...

Now my kitchen is like a rUbbish chute ... today better as i tell him to remove some ... wao the whole place got his stuff ... nvm ... block the rubbish bin ... how am i to throw my stuff ... so i have to collect my rubbish bin... just to throw when i leave the house ... ZzzZz... so you guys know how fortunate you guys are hor ... dun ask me why i have to work ... then never join you guys ...

IM LOOKING FOR A CHEAP ROOM .... IF HAVE LOBANG ... CALL ME OR SMS ME ... OR DROP ME A MAIL ...

Been slacking at home for the pass few days ... So i decide to install my old game ... Rome total war ... to play for awhile .... Not bad quite fun ... but i just feel like wasting my time ...
Actually wanted to go out ... go to the beach ... but nobody wanna go or i too lazy to ask people ...
Also feel like making a new pair of spec...

Exam finish lor ... life still goes on ....

Trading not very good for this week .... making another big mistake ... bad bad ...
I will not give up ... gonna give my best .... come back stronger next week

Human being tend to or only learn from mistake or failure ... cos ... what is to learn when you are successful and scoring As for your subject ?? ...

Izzit so important to score an A for a subject and not knowing the subject after a few weeks ?

天煞孤星 ... actually im just use to it ...

2007-03-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

wao this few day super happening sia ... Happening thing will always happen when my exam is near ... haha ... MY washing machine power cable got cut by somebody .... maybe the angry tenant cut or my crazy dad go cut it ... zzz ... whoever cut it ought to be CUT ...

Sometime when i hear or see ppl complaining no time to study for their paper ... or even want to skip their test ... i feel like giving them a tight slap ... all they have to worry is their studies ...

For me ... i have to take care of my clothing, food, dad (for all sort of problem he give me), work and my study ... zzz i never even complain and blame anybody ...

Singaporean are so pamper that they dun know how fortunate they are ... for most of them their parent work so hard for them yet they complain ...

im not here to judge or say anything ... i just want them to know how fortunate they are ...

Yawn now i must find a way to wash my clothes ... hand wash or send to laundary that will further up my expenses ... zzz

2007-03-11T13:30:00.000+08:00

crazy person at home ... talk to you nicely 1min ... shout at you the next ... wao power right ... haha ... zzz i havent been to church for 2mths ... hai ... insomia last night ...

just wake up ... due to some unpleasent stuff happen ... Im sorry for the agent that deal with my dad ... have to go through his nonsense ... how i wish they sue him and land him to jail .... just lock him up ... =)

the hardest people to deal with in this world is not gangster or mafia , not even the worst man in the world ... the hardest people to deal with is crazy (mentally unstable) + talk big ( boastfull) person.

As usual , when need money ... he will say till you feel so shoik ... once he got your money he will say till you like shit .... what a bomb at home ... =X

2007-03-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

"if u make a show of going againt the times, flaunting your unconventional ideas & unorthodox ways, people will think that you only want attention & that u look down upon them. They will find a way to punish u for making them feel inferior. It is far safer to blend in & nurture the common touch. SHare your originality only with tolerant friends & those who r sure to appreciate your uniqueness!"

Happiness lies within our own heart and soul .... nobody can bring and give you happiness except you yourself ... like wise for sadness ...

quote of the day ...

2007-03-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm... today i got a mix feeling ... waking up in noon ... heard my lousy dad voice ... ya first thing as you guys know is ask for money as i have say in previous post ...

He ask me go die ... ask me get out of the house ... well as usual ... me as myself stay calm and dun get a heated argument with a crazy person ... stay cool and stable ... after awhile when he cool down ... i just leave the house and went for my dinner ... and also treat myself to a nice movie ...

i went to watch 300 ... sparta ... Spartarian law -- No Retreat!!! No Surrender!!! DIE FOR GLORY!!!

As i ponder ... after getting a shout from your dad ... a normal person reaction will be shout back and also feel lousy , bad day ....

then for me ... after going through so many thing ... i learn to listen and forget it ... but sometime is hard also ... as i will keep on thinking and thinking ... and i will fall into the self blaming cycle and my face will turn black ....

Happiness and the state of mind is created by ourself ... you can be still happy even when ppl insult you ... as long as you keep ur mind and brain in a positive state ... be positive ... no points thinking about it ... as nothing will change ....

oh ya im looking for a cheap room ... budget btw 100 - 150 ... if you guys have lobang ... give me a call .... thank you = )

no love life for me ... dun wanna and hope for something that will bother me even more ... have to get out of my family mess first ... yeah i yearn to have a partner ... i mean a girl to love ... but ... also when i want to have something ... i always acted very fast ...

just finish the chinese novel ... what is mine will always be mine ... no point trying too hard ...

2007-03-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

yawn ... everytime when im going to have exam ... something at home will pop up ...

Kenna scold for being useless and want me to leave the house ... just because i never give him 350bucks ... well done .... i will go ... sooner than he can imagine .... once i have 1k saving ... i will say bye bye to him forever .... waste my time and effort ....

i rather people say im a bad son ... i dun care ... would you care for such a lousy dad ? always ask for money ... chase ppl out of the house for no reason ... btw i never taken a single cent from him since sec 4 ...

Sometime ask for a few dollars no problem can give ... close 1 eye ... from bad to worst ... ask for so much money .... and the worst part is he find himself into this deep shit ... chase the tenant out of the house so he have to pay them money ... no money nvm ... who to find ... ME lar ....

I really wonder am i his money machine ? i really wonder is he my dad ... i really wonder ....

Alway give me problems ...

give me problems nvm ... still scold me for like my fault ...

Sometime when i see other people ... i feel abit sad that they have such a good daddy yet they dunno how to appreciate ...

life still goes on ... time bomb going to activate soon ...

2007-03-10T05:10:00.000+08:00

feeling abit disappointed... she never read her mail ... so i guess tmr will be a library ro swimming day for me ... have to study for monday paper too ... guess i should not have expected much ... anyway ... i dun expect much too ...

No doubt for me is to keep learning stuff to build my contacts and also to improve on my trading skill ... follow my own set of rules and i wont be regreting ...

just to let you guys know ... i have make 1k for this week alone ... =) ... if i can keep on making 1k in a week very consistantly ... i will be a full time option trader =) at the rate im going ... my first millon will come sonner than i will targeted and my dream house will no longer be a dream after all ...

God i still love you ... sorry that i have kind of put you aside ... pls forgive me of my mia and disobedience ...

lastly i want to wish all of you having a good weekend ...
hope to make more friend ... not just through nets ... also real person ... talking and interacting ...

WE NEED MORE HUMAN TOUCH ....

2007-03-09T02:40:00.000+08:00

hello ... today i finally make a bold move ... keeping my finger xross that i wont get a rejection... i just like that way you are ... hopefully i can get to know more of you as a friend ... life is good ... everyday is a learning day for me ...

oh ya yesterday i went for a swim ... cool sia ... so long nv swim le ... feel so nice to back into the pool again ... too bad i cant enjoy the sun after my swim as granpa sun went to bed so early ... zzz
exam coming soon ... on this coming mon ... i have to go mugging ...

recently been reading a chinese novel ... very nice ... ya im back to reading chinese novel hehe ... the title of this book is Only loving you online ... A very nice book ... i havent finish yet ... hehe will tell you guys more about this book once i have finish it....

I have been doing quite well for my option trading ... been making money consistently ... so ya one step closer to my dream ... =)

socks all the best for ya pbf ... nth to say to Fio ... abit disappointed ... respect your decision =)

2007-03-07T03:26:00.000+08:00

hello ... today is a good good day ... why izzit good ? because i just make another record earning ... hehe ... oh ya btw i just setup my trading blog ... so those who are interested in what stock im trading or how well or bad i fare ... you guys can check this out ... http://otakalawoo.blogspot.com ... keke oh ya just washed my load and tonnes of clothes yesterday ... zzz ... so tiring ... haha .. but okay lar ...

looking forward to sat... and hopefully my plan for this week will happen ... oh ya today i say a wrong word ... ZzzZzz and offenced somebody ... i have to watch my words ... sometime you dun mean what you say or even is not your point ... but people will interprete wrongly of your meaning ... and you may give the wrong impression ... thus i think to have an open mind with open conversation is so so so important ...

make your point clear and clarify with the person that you converse with ...

before i go watch my soccer match ... i just want to say ... all the best to those who are still having their exam ... = )

2007-03-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

bored!!! Finally left with 2 more exams to go ... No school = More Works .... i just realize that i still have tons of clothes havent wash ........ zzZzZzzz somebody help me wash pls .... working soon .... cya ... run off

2007-03-03T10:34:00.000+08:00

ohayio !!! Never sleep for another day again ... ZzZz ... ROar!!! I want to get out of jail .... will tiger eat their own cub ... ? will papa kill son ?

hmm... recently the paper publish an interesting article about the open affection of teenagers in school uniform at public. I notice that alot of teens already tasted sex even when they are only 14 yrs old ... Im very worried about this trend ... where is the true love that without the sexual intimedation ... ture love is without sexual pleasure ... Young as a teens ... When their sexual desire are the strongest will always make mistake that they will regret...

I dont disagree relationship between young teens ... They just need to know that they like each not only because of the sexual ... is because of the talent , characteristic and interest ...

As i always say .... having a best friend is like having a girl/boy friend ...

Will your papa ask you for money ??

Will your papa so selfish that he only think of himself ??

Will your papa Shout at you when you tell him nicely ... ??

Am i his money tree ?? How long should I endure his nonsense ..??

How i wish to free from him forever ....

the day will come soon ....

2007-03-02T03:40:00.000+08:00

today is a nice day to sleep ... well before i go to bed ... i decide to come here to blog ... As usual when i get home from work ... i check out the stock market ... and guess what ... i make a huge lost in making some stupid mistakes ... what a painful lesson ... 3 weeks of hard work gone to waste ...
so i decide not to trade today ... then i go to friendster to disturb people ... haha ...

When i shop around and jump around ... i jump right into socks profile ... haha saw her comment box ... wao now so many people began to write in the comment box ... sad ... no longer will rights ... and ya saw a friend writing her a comment ... let call her friend "E" ... haha

when i saw the comment by E ... i was amuse and shock at the same time ... hmm what did socks tell her ?? how will yu think about me zzzz ... and what do E know about ... lol ... and why beside my name have -_-" ... zzzz

shall go to sleep now ...

2007-02-28T09:40:00.000+08:00

yawn ... and morning ... first time in school bloging ... so bored right ... also in sch so so early ... i havent visit my bed again ... >< now brain abit dead .... waiting for my team mates to come to school to finish/complie the project ...

Yesterday the US stock market was so bad !!! BEARISH till i guess some of the people in somewhere , someplace will be commit sucide if they expect a bull run ... i make a lost too ... keeping my finger xross that the market will not go on tanking and retrace to its normal values...

Argh!!! i have a very bad habits of doing my project or school works very last minutes ... i have to improve on it. "Dont keep on saying, DO IT DO IT "

Er ... a girl just walk pass ... she look like fiona .... haha oh ya if you are viewing this entry ... hope that you do well in your exam ... and if you wearing black or dark color shirt mean i never saw the wrong person =P

this morning something wierd happen ... i recieve a morning call from a girl ... haha ... and she immediately say wrong number... lol ... zzzz ... actually im thinking whether izzit you ? i just have the feeling is you ... but well nvm ... haha... what an interesting morning ...

2007-02-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

hello ... im here to share thingy ... actually feeling bored and very full now ... haha
im having a feast today and also yesterday ... shall say about yesterday event first ...

Yesterday i was having a meal/dinner with my best mate/pal/lover or watever haha ... and a sec sch friend ( a girl ) ... i treated them for a dine at my previous work place which is cha cha cha mexican restuarant ... why i choose the place is because i kind of miss the food there ... hehe ... and ya ... was having fun from just catching up with one another ... having a nice chat ... enjoy nice food ... hehe ... oh ya we were at holland Village ... after the dinner we went to gerlaria ... for supper ... i was having fajitas for dine and waffle with soya chocolate obession for supper ... haha

Today went out with guess who ... none other than my best pal AGAIN haha lol and also with my sec sch ART teacher ... we went to Jurong Point for crystal jade ... i was the person ordering the food ... ArgGh ... nvm so i take my time to order for the food ... hehe ... after that we went to swensen for EARTHQUAKE .... hehe

i guess i have to go for a jog later ... haha ... My best pal told me a very interesting love story that involve him ... "interesting" haha ... shall tell you guys next time ... i learn something from my girl friend yesterday ... something that i have to bare in mind ... shall nt tell you guys wad izzit about ... lol ... so secretive ... ahahaa .. enough of my crapping here ... bye bye ...

2007-02-24T06:14:00.000+08:00

Yahooooo!!!!

Finally complete one of my project which involve socket programming ... Yeah ... good morning!`~ Vampire going to hunt for food le ... stomach is growling ... bored now since i have finish my project... that why im here ranting again ... haha ... lazy to do another project which due next wed... In this stupid hour 618 am in the morning ... i cant go to sleep as i have last lecture at 9am...

Keke enough of complaining ... maybe i shall go for a jog or read some books ... haha ... see first most likely to cycle ... long time never cycle le ...

Ohayio minasan ...
ja nei

2007-02-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

Vampire >V< keke ....

oh ya i guess you guys been wondering why i stay up late or become a vampire recently .... I shall just let out the secrete ... hehe cos somebody has bite me and turn me into a vam ... >.< ouch!

Cut the crap ... well actually it all start from gaming through the night... that is when during last june when i was doing nth except gaming and go to camp for duty and wait for my ord date. So gaming for a period of time till around oct - nov ... why do i play game in the night is because that where everybody go to sleep so i can gain fast level ... hehe =) ... thus through that 3mths i earn my first gaming money .... $ 150 ... wow ... ^V^

From Oct till Jan i found a job in AKLTG ... im working as a operation executives ... sound nice right ... hehe is a title i give myself lor ... actually im a perm part timer ... Job scope from - data entry , phone calling , setup/closing seminars/workshop and also do receptionist/sales person =)
At first, i have not much work/jobs to do ... As time passes, i have been offer more jobs as i run seminars for a few department in the company. Thus nowaday i can work up till 5 days a week... usually my work start in the evening except weekend in the noon. Some of the workshop is from evening till morning 7pm - 2 am or sometime 5 am ... thus it explain my Vampire evolution ...

I gain alot of insight and experience through my work. It motivate me and strengthen my goal. It so happen that i'm able to attend a free workshop - option trading ... so i been doing trading recently too ... last time is stock now options ... So again ... I'm trading US market ... so i have monitor it ... thus it explain again why i slowly turn into a VAMPIRE ... or US Guy .... lol ...

Im doing quite well in option trading ... been earning money everyday for 3 weeks now ... my target is to win everyday and to come out with a book regarding option/stock trading. Wish me well.... =) By the way for you guys some info .. i earn US90 bucks today ... =) so back to rush my project....

Also lastly have to thanks my fellow classmate for lending me the support ... without them i cant have the time to do so much thing... BYEeee

2007-02-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

hello ... garkk ... stupid optionxpress ... argh ... why do you have pending cancel trade.... and it lasted for soo soo soo long ... just filled me in or dun ... cancel still need pending ... wo de tian argh!!! today the trading abit go crazy ...

hehe ... yaya time to go do project ... = )

woot nice new year

2007-02-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

oh ya ... actually this year chinese new year ... quite not bad ... haha i go visit my mum relatives ... cool sia ... got to meet alot of cousin ... yesterday went for gathering ... BB gathering and also my sec sch class gathering ... we have a fun time ... esp class gathering at form teacher house ... hehe
we went to cafe cartel for dinner and go kbox ... hehe having so much fun singing song and make fun of my best pal ... =P

oh ya just know a girl through my friend recently ... she argh ... like to correct my wrong spelling ... hehe ... im complaining here again ... whahaha ... = P ... kk gotta run ... weeee

2007-02-18T07:28:00.000+08:00

happy Chinese new year ...

I really dun like chinese new year due to the fact that i dont have any family to visit ... Im too big and old to take ang bao from relative and elders ... i must really succeed ... i must make a warm and nice family ... i want to get out of this shatter family ... especially my dad ... i really cant stand him ...

I just cant seem to communicate with people around me ... i kind of feel that im out of this world ... i cant seem to get or be with a nice girl ... im still thinking of the past ... zzz something i just cant really let go ... well ... actually ... i just want to get to know more about you ... hope that your door will open and not shut .... hope that you will give me a chance to prove myself ...

another me ... dun feel like get into a r/s or even close to r/s before i get out of a pile of mess from my D ... time for me to rest a while and maybe i will go watch a movie later or just go to a restaurant to read my books ... or do assignment ... no mood to stay at "home"

2007-02-02T02:44:00.000+08:00

26th January 07
Today is a lousy day for me. My irritating dad have come out with an miracle again. I say or use the word miracle because he make the water pipe burst. No water supply in the morning, Can you imagine without water early in the morning ? You cant wash your face. You cant bath or shower. The whole day will be in disaster. It does not just ended there.
I have a test later in the noon. I have no idea on the test question. I feel so dumb and stupid. As expected I did badly for the test. It really added on to my already agony. What a lousy day !
Im screaming and vent of my frustration at my workplace. While listen to Mr Adam talking, im writing to you guys out there who listen and see my crapping.
After the test, It kind of wake me up. I felt the pain. It make me ponder and wonder what id my objective for this year. I guess I spend too much time in game. It about time that I have to get my life straight.
3 more hours to go…
Should I give tution?
My Ranting …

Ongoing war with a crazy person in the house

2007-01-08T09:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. most of the time when i start blogging is when i have somthing to say ... duh! ... and most of the time something bad... Well war has come again ...

Volcano has slowly and surely erupted ... War with the crazy person has began ... the event is getting more and more rampant ... i have been fighting this war for many many years ... why cant it stop? how am i to stop this war? God why cant you just take him away ... or find him a nice and decent place to stay ...

I know you have a plan for him cos you didnt take his life away ... im very sure you are always in charge of everything ... im getting sick and tired of his nonsense ... my worst nightmare has come ... hopefully i wont get lock out of house when he changing the stupid lock on the door... i really want to pray that the new tender wont get intimated by the bomber ...

how can i help him ... how ... i guess nobody can except him ... himself...

That is the problems when a person start to gamble/drink/smoke in the early stages of their life...

Well as for me ... life still goes on ... hope that whatever he does just dun get me invovle ... haha
i guess i must be dreaming ... lol

Christmas eve thoughts

2006-12-24T08:19:00.000+08:00

820 am 24/12 fresh sunday morning listening to "Good-bye Days" by yui.

After watching a movie " taiyou no Uta" タイヨウのうた , i went for a jog. Jogging around the estate of rochester park while im thinking and reflecting of some stuff. Thinking of what I have acheive and also what had happen to me in this year.

I happen to view dill testimony just now. So happen i saw a girl call Ida and so happen i go read her blog. In her blog is all about how sad she is from knowing that she has asthmas again ... and she is suffering from it. When i read through it, i decide to pop her a mail. I just want to tell her " Just to be able to live and stay alive is such a lovely thing".

Recently i watch quite afew of jap drama. The drama that really touch my heart and encourage me the most is 1 litre of tears - base on true story. It really get back my fighting spirit after seeing how this little girl aya fighting so hard for her illness. Even when she knew that she is going to die , she still try very best to want to do something and be useful and be positive in her life. If she can do it, I dun see why as a healthy guy like me i cant do it . All i need is the fighting spirit.

After watching so many jap drama, i really admire their fighting spirit for their dream. They dare to dream and they will keep trying to reach their dream. The fighting spirits is what alot of teenagers lack of nowadays. In singapore , we are not allow to fail. If we cant make it the first time, most likely the society will condem you. If you never go to NUS or NTU or even SMU, people will think that you are useless or even stupid. If your dream is be a fashion designer, most likely you will face alot of problems. So so so ... what did you do about it ? the key words is DO ... if you just let it go without a fight, you will never get or even close to your dream.

Come on guys ... find your fighting spirits... Give your best to reach your goal... when you fall down just stand up again ... every effort that you put in is a small steps that bring you closer to your goals ... JUST DO IT...

To the people that care for me ... im okay now ... Thanks for your concern ... = )

Nobody know how i feel ...

2006-12-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

I really want to get out of singapore. I really dun want to be link to him . Im so restricted. Nobody will know how i feel . Nobody can help me too. Only God can help me. 15 more months ... When i see people without perfect body ... i feel im not the unfortunate ... i really feel that i lack of love ... i feel very lonely sometime ...

when you want people to love you ... you have to love other first ... when you love other... other wont differnately love you ... to have unconditional love is so great and wonderful ...

when i watch 1 litre of tear ... i really being encourage by the true story of this girl call aya ... she is such a fighter ... despite knowing that she will lost her everything slowly as the day pass ... she still keep on fighting ... keep on wanting to live ...

what did i do ?
I have a perfect body yet im here complaining ...
hey if you have problem ... family problem go solve it ... dun run away ...
keep on fighting ...
do something useful ...
dun rot your life away ...

even when nobody love you ... God still love you ... even when your parent dun love you ... no gf ... God will always be there for you ...

keep on fighting law

1 Litre of Tear

2006-11-21T08:24:00.000+08:00

This drama is about a girl who was diagnosed with a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration when she was 15 years old, and was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old.

The plot is based on the true story of a Japanese girl named Kito Aya, who had the same disease. She kept writing in her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. Aya simply wished to live until the end of her life, and the purpose of writing in the diary was to remind herself to not give up. She shed tears many times, at the same time encompassed by the rich love and support from her family, friends, and boyfriend. Her diary “1 Litre of Tears” was published after her death, because of its inspiring and courageous message of, “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.” So far, over 18,000,000 copies of her diary have been sold.

The Review

This dorama features Sawajiri Erika, Nishikido Ryou, Narumi Riko, Yakushimaru Hiroko, Jinnai Takanori and Fujiki Naohito. Sawajiri Erika has powerfully brought out the character of Aya, and people who watch this dorama will feel compassion for her while she suffers from the illness. My tears flowed after almost every episode as I questioned myself, “What would I do if I were Aya?” This is a dorama where you can see a 15 year old young girl who was able to face her disease bravely, and tried her best to treasure the time she spent with her friends, family and boyfriend everyday she could.

To me, this was one of the best doramas of 2005, mainly because the reality of this story has enlightened me. I realized that my life is not that tough compared to those who are suffering from an incurable disease. “1 Litre of Tears” stood out for a reason: it is not because Aya was upset because of her disease, she was touched by the love and patience she received from her friends and family. I was amazed by the braveness with which she chose to live her life, as a strong girl who was only 15 years old, yet managed to face her cruel fate with a positive outlook, and tried her best to do whatever she could by herself.

For those dorama fans who loved “Beautiful Life” that starred Takuya Kimura & Tokiwa Takako, I’d bet you guys will appreciate this story too. I can feel the power of the love from her family and friends in this story, and encouraged me to be positive in my life even though there may be many difficulties and problems. I hope there will be somebody who is willing to translate the original diary by Kito Aya sold in Japan because she has a lot of meaningful words in her diary. This story contains both sadness and love, and I hope you guys will love this dorama as much as I did.

Who will ever know ?

2006-11-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

Who will ever know that im living in a bombing zone? The bomb is building up as the day pass. I wonder when will it be explode. It so stressful to live in this kind of home. sometime i wish the bomb will just explode and gone for good. I just cant ... nobody can help people who are going through the stressful life. Everything need money. When the people dont have money, they will keep on thinking about it. Therefore there are alot of people in the mental hospital. God I pray that you will help my bomb ... help him ...

New skin

2006-11-09T08:03:00.000+08:00

Aloha i have just change my blogskin ... pure white skin ... hope you guys love it. i have been busy with my school work and also my part time job.

oh ya just to promote my comics blog : http://sgcomicsrental.blogspot.com
and my co own blog: http://strictlytechno.blogspot.com/.

My co own blog is written by my friend Mr Daniel. He is a very interesting guy. How insteresting is he ?? Well Find out yourself by reading his blog. He like to go to hunt for interesting places in singapore such as the techno bridge, ghost hunting site and many more.

I will be writing more of my feeling in this blog. i will make a point to update here. i will also put up interesting topic here. So to come and visit me and drop me a note. = )

See ya

Full day

2006-10-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Yo today have a international buffet at sakura. wee i have alot of food today ... from appetitser to main course to desert ... ssoosososo full and nice ... keke ... oh well i have my number le ... hp no i mean ... but you guys still can call the same number ... i change to the singtel plan ... i have a new handphone ... yeah N6280 ... woot nice ... haha charging nw wo ... yeah ... good ... keke ... = )

oh well see ya guys ...

better day

2006-10-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

hmm... today have nite class from 7 till 10 ... then after the class we went to have dinner/supper for prata ... everybody seem like waiting for one another ... i was quite piss off ... yeah ... so i just initiate by walking towards the bus stop ... hai ... yawn just dun like to waste time on such a thing ... even the guys cant decide what to do ... yawn

well ... no girls for me nw ... have to concentrate on my study and job ... :P to have multiple incomes... Friends are better ... i just like to make more friends ... hehe ...

Tml will be a better day ... yeah

vivocity

2006-10-19T02:39:00.000+08:00

To went out with my mei mei aka lydia to vivocity ... hehe ... we went to watch world trade center and have lunch at carl junoir ... the movie is abit of disappointment ... but i love the mushroom burger by carl junoir ... hehe ... love it ... weee....

vivocity is a spacious shopping... i like the open space concept ... well my mei brought a watch from a shop call lan smthing ... i saw a watch there ... very nice ... tempted to buy ... argh ... hint hint .... poki poki is a interesting girl ... haha scare me out of my life ...

Guy cannot be a girl best friend mah ??
what do you guys think ??

Pray for amanda Plsssssss

2006-10-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

I really hope that Dear Amanda will get promoted... Hey all the best ... = )

Hmm... mind mapping is a good technique to study for test ... well today i didnt do well for my test ... why it is all because of me lor ... never study enough ... keke =p

I will GIVE MY BEST SHOT in next paper ...

you never knw what will happen the next moment ... you never predict what is going to happen ...

argh

2006-10-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

ARgh .... dunno what to do ... well hope everything go smoothly ... hehe i have been bless with plenty of work ... freelance work ... doing part time nw with 3 depts in AKLTG . well i learn alot of stuff during the work ... i got to meet different kind of people ... some of them are very very weird... extremely wierd ... well nvm is a very good experience ... hehe ...

Life has been a blessing so far ... at least im having a good problem/ headache ... hope thingy will go even smoothly for me ... = )
Oh ya i lock myself out of my room yesterday ... im so piss at myself ... stupid sia ... took the wrong bunch of keys ... argh so i have to pay a price for that .. guess what ... it cost me $35 ... ZZzzZzzz

kay lar ... see ya ...
Will update my blog de ... heeheee

A lepord will not change it spot

2006-09-23T07:52:00.000+08:00

pls pray for my dad ... sigh ...

sekai no chuushin

2006-09-22T03:50:00.000+08:00

To lose something is to gain something ... sob sob

long lasting race

2006-09-21T05:38:00.000+08:00

"In a life when you keep running past others, there are only a few times when your heart become one with another's... If that's the case... I'm happy to be able to see a face like this... I'm happy to be able to jump for joy like this..."

pray that you will recover from flu and fever soon ... hope that you get well soon ... brownie Gambatei ...

no matter how painful is the race ... i will still run it and hope that i will be able to recieve my brownie in the finishing line ...

bokuwa baka des

a poem

2006-09-20T05:00:00.000+08:00

Summer day...
Winter night ...
After a hundred years ...
I will come back to you ...

My Boss My Hero

2006-09-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

My Boss My Hero - Must watch J drama ... this yr very hot drama ... got cool guy and kawaii girl ..
The story is very interesting ... It show on japan every Sat now ...

The storyline is revolve around this 27 year old guy (maki) who is going to take over his dad business. Guess what ?? The business is to be a mafia boss ... whaha ... So why did he need to go to school ?? because he is a BAKA ... cos he is stupid ... and so he enrol into a sch to study ...

Yeah the story begin ...

you guys can go bt-china website download it ...

MUST WATCH YO 5 stars rating ... = )

Separate isn't a bad thing

2006-09-10T02:40:00.000+08:00

Separation for a period of time isn't a bad thing at all ... people need to grow up... It will make u realise what are the things that you really looking for ... i always believe if the person is mean to be urs the person will be urs no matter what ... Being force into certian thing wont have great future for both party...

Recently i just realise a thing again ... a reminder to me also ... God's plan take time ... He know the best for His children ... when i plan for something i always wanna it to go according to my plan ... I dun really have the patient to wait for the planning ... yeah i have to be patient ....

Im very happy for you ... serious ... i love your new hair cut ... you look very cute ... well too bad i still cant really say it to you in msn ... i know that my words are hurtful sometime ... im sorry for it ... well do slp well have an early slp ... if you have any problem or you need a pair of ears ... I will always be there for you ... actually my hp is useless without you ... kind of like your private line you noe ... im exhilrated when i recieve your msg ....

Hope that you stay happy always = )

Seeya

Happy birthday TO ME

2006-09-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me ... keke today im at home ... lazing around waiting for ppl to call me out ... huhu ... well i dun think will have lar ... going to yinC later ... hope to have some fun ... well im very happy to recieve somebody msg ... i thought she will forget my bday ... i really thought so ... keke very happy now ... even when im no program today ... it really seem that i still very much affect by her ...

i shall not think too much about it ... as lai re fang chang ... God will give me a direction ... and if we are meant to be den we will be ...

this yr never recieve any present yet ... abit disappointed ... hope to receieve smthing from some ppl ... haha ... hint hint ... k i go be pig for 1 hour.... see ya

im Shock

2006-09-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm... im just shock by what you did ... well im happy about it too ... hmmm... what can i say ..?? better dun say anything ...

HAppy memo - always will be happy memo ... things that are nt so pleasent just let it be ... future is full of happiness ... look forward to future ... time flew pass very fast when we are immerse with something ... just as time crawl slowly when we r aimlessly wonder ard ...

Feeling is a double edge emotion ... what is a right feeling ? what is a wrong feeling ? when u like something will there be a reason behind it ?? i dunno ... maybe yes maybe no ... but why no ??

hey Goal and dream ... we need to have Dream and Goal ... goal is a small step towards dream ... without dream u will aimlessly living in this earth ...

For those who are studying for their exam ... i wish you guys well ... esp you ... yup you ... hey do get out have some rest/fun and recharge urself so to give ur best shot for you promo ... wish you all the best ...

BLOCK

2006-08-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

block block ... well didnt wanna say it but ... argh cannot stand it ... block me in from blog den block me msn zzzz.... argh nvm lar ... must well block me all over ... zzzz

sick sick tired tired ... all turn out bad bad ... wao ... so fan ... not really actually ... nth to do mah ?? me maybe ... nt really too ... am i sick ... maybe ... zzzz..

today slept for freaking 12 hours ... can u believe it ... i cant too ... hmm... when a person become lazy ... the person will rot rot rot ... i dun want to rot my life away ... ARGH no point ranting over here ...

hey ur teacher will find ur essay de ... dun worry ... ZZzZzzzZZzz ...

dun feel like toking too ... byeE

EEeeeEEe

2006-08-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

Argh nobody wanna watch click with me sob sob T T ...
WHY WHY ...??

IM SO BORED ... sian no job no money ... im too fussy also ... zzzz ... no money no honey no nth .... argh ... Engine cannot start ... im very lazy nowaday ... legs still havent recover ... stupid foot rot ... argh .. should i go see a doctor?? army stuff havent settle ... pink IC ... i sick of going back to camp leh ... T T ... sian i wanna find tution jobs ... i dun wanna be lazy .... argh i wanna my life back ... faster oct cos i wanna study ... how i wish i dun need to find job and just study ... but cannot ... cos i will have to eat grass ... argh ..............................

SOB SOB .... my little brain thinking of some romantic thingy again ... how i wish u still be with me ... den i can study with u ... haha im more likely to read books bah... and so hard to FIND Ppl to watch movie with me argh T T ... well i guess is hard bah ...

hey hey lawrence dun be desperate lar ... you have to work hard in getting near and close to your dream ... and well u have to kick ur bad habit too ... like argh cannot say ...

erm... life have been stagnant ... hmm... looking for job ... do some part time job in seminar ... laze ard LAZE ARD ... arrgh ... having a day a meal ... slping time harewire .. zzzzz ... WHAT ??

JIa you bah !!!

New skin for ages ...

2006-08-28T03:25:00.000+08:00

HEy hey i Design a new skin myself hehe hope u guys love it ... yeah it has been ages since i change the skin ... why because i dun like to use other ppl skin whahaa...

yeah wanna thank God for giving me this opportunity to study in Uni ... oh the best thing is only 1 yr not 1 1/2 yr ... woot nice save money and save time ... i love it ... pray that i will have a nice part time job soon ...

all the best in your promo - amanda - jia you jia you ... dun be too stress ... if u too stress just write to me ... email ... ya ...

you argh ... hope u do well in this sem ... u also jia you - lydia

whaha as u ... hmm ... socks hahaaaa study smart ... and ya hope u get well soon i mean ur nasty acnes

keke my blog only 3 ppl view yeah !!! u guys should be honoured haha lala ....
next time i will be put in more stuff woot hehe
see ya byebye

May all of you have a good week ahead and take care

Hey stay happy

2006-08-19T02:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm... just came back after work ... wow is 1.30am in the morning ... well hope you will be okay and fine ... To me you are still a nice gal ... you are always a nice gal ... stay happy and pray to God for strength and light ...

see ya ard ...

Oh ya hope i can find a perm temp job soon ... hey lydia ... zzz never tok to me this few days haha ... i wonder dill you here see see mah ... woot ... and Socks haha hihi ... and lastly you ... hope u have a great week and week after ... bye ... my heart still feel the same as before ... just that i dunno what to say/do when i see you ... all the best ...

To you

2006-08-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

Stay happy and believe in yourself ... Believe in yourself that you can do well in your studies and anything that you are doing ... Pray to God for strength and guidence ... Nice green spec that you r wearing ... ya it suit you ... hope you do well in your A lvl. Be happy always and stay positive ...

see ya ard ... hope so ...
OOO

Hamster and piggy

2006-08-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

i miss piggy .... rolling at the mud and i have to use spray to clean up his dirt ... but well he is no longer there zzzz ...

Hamster i will just keep you here ... here in my heart in this little corner little space ... sigh what gone is gone ... water being pour out cannot be retrieve ... that is life ...

I miss alot of thing ... miss the peeping sound of my phone ... well i shall not think soo much ... shall go to slp now and follow my plan ... and pray that God will guide me through ...

Yeah

2006-08-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

Yeah i got my JC thingy started ... hehe and also done up my timetable ... well just hope that i will follow what i have plan ... is a daily life plan ... hehe

There you go ... a nice letter that i found today when i clean up my room ...

Slow Dance - by Small gal

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down
Dont dance so fast
Time is short
The music wont last

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music wont last

Ever told your child
We'll do it tomorrow
And in your haste
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch
Let a good Friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say, "hi"
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music wont last

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopend gift ...
Thrown away
Life is not a race
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over

Hmm... so do slow down the tempo of your life to take a look at your surrounding ... is a nice poem esp for sg ...

Time to get my engine on

2006-08-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

Im currently waiting for to go Uni ... UOW-SIM. im doing a part time job now as a admin personal at adam khoo co ... and still looking for more jobs out there ...

Im planning for this upcoming junoir camp ... so i hope will be a blessing to alot ppl ... and i really have to get it going ... and i also have to start planning what i have to finish this mth ... I thin i have a long list haha ...

Things To Do -
1. Plan the JC camp (date due end of nov)
2. Find a temp job
3. Finish the YPDL
4. Settle my Uni thing
5. Read Bible
6. Plan my timetable
7. Review my personal Goal
8. Meet up with friend
9.Give a kick to myself
10.EXERCISE

Blah Blah alot of things to do yet im like so free ... how i wish i have some personal touch from a sepcial gal ... well look it positively i save quite alot of money haha ... hmm well will wroking toward that ... I really hope that i can find a girl that love me very much and commited in me and of cos love God too

Im still think of you zzzz..... as if you are reading it ... just hope i will get to talk to u again ...

koko

2006-08-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

haha Now my nick name become koko ....u can call me koko crunch or nata de koko hehe ....

hmm... why you wanna ban me ... ?? zzzz sigh still think of her again ... when can i shake over this shadow ..... i guess i have to get my life straight and back ... when will my true .... come ... zzzz well nvm i shall do what im best at ... earn money haha ...

yeah to go after my dream is the best .... jia you lawrence ... may God guide you and bless you ...

Sigh

2006-07-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

Seem like im toking to myself... nobody reading what i wrote ... ZZzzZZZzZzz... life in a stale ... i still remember ... all the things... Fei come back pls ... long time nv see u ... why .. love sucks ... TT yawn

Im in a crossroad

2006-07-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm... im in a crossroad of my life ... nowadays im quite busy playing online game... well i wanna focus on one thing at a time... i make quite alot of new friends from all over the world... quite a number of them from USA and Canada ...

Well i have to start focus on God ... yup ... been kind of away from Him recently ... well i still think about you ... just cant forget it ... well i have to just let God handle it... when i see you i really have no idea what to say ... it really feel weird and bad ... i hope that as time by ... we will be back to normal again ... laughing and playing ...

may all the sorrow be wash away ...
let us invite the new yr and days ...
hope the best for you...

dear pal Dill ... if you happen to visit my blog... i just wanna say ... stay healthy and enjoy ur stay in Aus ... have fun and study smart ... will certainly miss you ... hmm.. hope to see you soon ...

lydia ... Dun be too stress on your project ... give urself some break ... and do take care of your health ... all the best in your project and coming exam ...

and as for you ... i really hope u have a happy life ... and all the best for your coming exam ...

AFK for a Mth

2006-06-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

hehe im back ... argh ... been busy playing online game water margin ... hehe and also having exercise too ... keke =p

recently lotsa thingy happen ... have to adjust my mood and feeling ...
Things do get better ... and of cos thing to change sudd ... keke dats is life ...
woot ...

yo mei have a nice trip to BK yo ... remember to get me a nice gift hohoho...

btw im going to ORD le ... im so so so happy ... and hopefully will have the finacial to study my Uni ... hehe ...

well i will also post some drawing up here soon ... all the best guys ... love you guys ...

2006-05-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

-- Devil --

looking back

2006-05-21T05:02:00.000+08:00

Memory~~memory~~

foolishness

2006-05-21T02:11:00.000+08:00

lover to enemy
do you think i really cant live without you ??
turn into a hidden self ...
fine ... i wont even bother le...
even when i see you in real person ...
whether you sick or unhappy ...
you are just another person ...
Argh!!
i will never understand ...
understand why you give me a cold shoulder
why you beocme another person totally
your feeling for me last time is fake??
are you not mature enough ??
Argh!!
am i the one to blame??
should i even bother ??
being nice is wrong mah??
lover to enemy
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i create this blog is just for you ...
but i guess dun need le ...
from now on it is just me and God
the blog will be for God and for me
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hey sg all the best in your appeal ...
mei jia you in your study ...
hope you get well soon and get your scholarship ...

inspiration ...

2006-05-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

yeah i got a target to achieve le ... planning is in the process ... thinking of doing certain thingy ...
tonight yinC learn new thing again ... yeah ... im so recharge now ... this few days has been thinking about what to do after ns ... i have to go register le U... yeah... oh ya im quite shock that quite alot of the SIA girls are not very tall ... keke im so happy ... yawn

thinking of you ... 19 is such a special number ... wind blow as season change ... whenever i see you ... i just go through you ... you are such a special one ... WHO R U ??

Out of the equation

2006-05-13T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah my dad has come back home quite a few days ago ... Thanks God that he is okay ...

Happy to see you back to a happy chubby gal ... = p

Been travelling to Changi airport to do my duty ... get to protect my country ... it is quite an experince ... get to see the transit area ... T2 is quite big yo ... it is just like a mini shopping center ... very cool inside ...

today went to town to meet my friend for a walk cum dinner ... have a good time together ... i just change back to my quite self ... listen to them talking ... enjoying ... the chatting part ... have a dinner at cafe cartel at cine ... the service abit sucks!! but the food is nice ... i brought an album ... love psychedelico - the greatest hit ... very nice ... hehe

Art Friend in Taka - it is a cool place ... you can get everything that you need. From the paint to brushes to pencil to tools ... alot of cool things inside ... it will be my next fun shop in town ... will get my hand dirty with these new toys that im getting soon ... hehe

i have been wasting my time ... is time to get down to do some dirty work and also to upgrade myself... learn somthing new ... something that worth the value ... yup

all the best to myself ...

Reflection

2006-05-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

pray that my dad operation will be successful... he will have a good rest in the hospital ...
mei mei you get will soon and be happy always ...
hope that you will not be so stressful in your study, Believe in yourself ya ... brownie

To do list...
- planning games for youth camp
- planning for JC ...
- To get well from foot rot
- To learn guitar
- To service my camera
- To wash my clothing
- To visit my dad

Hmm.. dont think too much about getting a partner ... dunt wanna know girls ... yup .. should back to my last time self ... know more guys ... play games ... sport ... and the most important thing to do now is to upgrade myself ... yup yup

I dunnoe why if i want to know a girl ... people will always think is because i like the girl... sad ... that is not the case ... i just want to know more friend ... and ya ... being quite ... i have to go back to my quite self ... just like long long time ago ... = )

Upgrade prog...
- photoshop
- reading books
- guitar

friday

2006-05-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

Today is such a hectic day esp the noon ... everybody are waiting for one answer ... in the end ... we do not have the answer ... sigh!! ... evening i cycle to uncle bern house for yinC... debunking the DVC ... yeah ... gain quite alot of knowledge ... and have a nice time fellowship and celebrating eugiena DoB ... keke it was so funny that she discovered it when QL was lighting the candle in the kitchen ... hehe

well we just seem to click already ... why i dunno ... sigh!! hope that God will make a way ...

dunnoe what to write

2006-05-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

My work place sucks... Boss cannot make it ... not decisive enough ... yawn .... i guess we are just arch enemy bah .... cant seem to have the click now ... yawn... ya ya im nagging in the blog now ... i should just use my time wisely and do things that are meaningful ... yup ... i got foot rot sia ... sian ... always care for ppl ... but who care for me ?? i wonder ... Sigh!! i guess i will be a loner again ... as usual ... should do things by myself and enjoy being with myself haha....

me, my , mine ...
God is the best ... love You

girls are weird

2006-04-30T01:01:00.000+08:00

IF you know how to control their mood ...
you will lead a happy life ...
IF you know when to do the correct thing and not to do the wrong thing ...
you will be very blissful...
IF you can read their mind... you will be very peaceful...

Can you ?? i cant ... that why im very misserable dealing with gals ...

Mood swing ...
Everything change ...
im shock ...
Dunno how to react ...
so hard to be a nice friend ...
did i over do it ...
i dunno ...

single and loving it

2006-04-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

It is so cool to be single ... haha ... yeah ... looking forward to tml ... will bring my BWP out to explore interesting stuff... im also planning to fix my camera ... it having a greenish virus ... nothing much happening being a nsf .... ya ... cannot tell you guys what i have been doing in camp... well what i can say is eat slp and wait to book out haha ...

Love you more than tommorrow, less than yeterday ...
Winning by Losing ...

To whoever who view my blog ... have a happy long weekend ... ya
=)

my bluey wild piggy

2006-04-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

the answer is out ... for you guys out there wondering who is my bluey wild piggy ... She is none other than my bicycle ... woo ... is a mountain bike yo ... in all Blue ... aka BWP ... haha ...

all along i thought im good at understand girl's mentally and their needs ... but i am wrong ... totally wrong ... I have much more to learn ... how to treat a lady ... is an art ... really ... i have been reading a book from my church ... a letter for phil ... yup... is about how to treat your wife ... well it also apply to how you treat your friends men / ladies ...

Girls are weird... they want to be love forever ... they wont be sick of you ... for the little thing you do to make their life great ... they will look out for the little things that you have done for them ...

Hai ... sometime i just regrete how i have treated you ... i thought i have been very good to you ... but i know i just as guilty ... i quite bad to you ... as i keep irritate you ... make you feel guity ... im just selfish bah ... i really hope that we can still be friend... i dunno when will you start to accept me again ... i guess you need time bah ... welll ... i will always open my heart and my door to you ...

i guess sometime i just tried too hard... expect something in return if i do something ... i really hope that to those people i have offended ... you guys will forgive and forget about it ... really hope that we still can be friends... i dun wish to lose such a great friend ... hope you stay happy always ... waiting for you to response ... -- wei ling

Sigh i got foot Rot ... ya ... pls pray for me that i my leg will recover soon ...

really want to praise God for the thing He has done for me ...
Our body is temple of God ... really hope that my friends wont destory thier body by drinking alcohol , smoking , gambling , pornograhpy ...

With God in us ... anything is possible ... yup ... i hope i can kick my habbit too .... yup ... pls pray for me ...

Love you more tommorrow than yesterday ...

wild piggy

2006-04-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

ooo oh ... haha i finally have my little wild piggy ... so shoik sia ... will love her de ... keke ... life has been good ... God has been wonderful for me ... i just hope that you guys out there will be happy and enjoy the days that you have on this earth ...

i just want you to know ... i still care for you ....

i just want to tell you ... hey take care hor ... take medicine and rest early ...

i just want to tell you take care of your health ...

i just want to say sorry to you ...

the you meant for 4 people ...

Sometime i really think im very irritating ... i think is because im very bored ... my thinking is so selfish ... hey so if i irritate you pls tell me ... i dont really noe de... i dun like ppl to dun reply my msg ... ya ...

Am i willing to train where myself away from selfishness toward the point where i honestly care how the person feels?

i really feel like chatting with you ... but im afriad ... im waiting for you ... to say something to me ... really glad that you are happy ...

=) lovE

why do people Drink>>?? izzit a Need?

2006-04-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

Why do people drink ?? why why ?? izzit neccessary ?? cant they drink water ?? i mean there are alot of drink without alcohol ... i dun even need to say the bad point about the taking alcohol ... ya people will tell me ... abit of alcohol is good for health ... ya ... most of our food already have alcohol which is cook in it le ... so do we still need it ?? i dun think so ...

people drink alcohol to feel high ... to be sobber .... to ya destroy the body ... why why why ... you guys know the hangover thingy ... and still do it ... is human being so so so sinful ... im no better also ... im just as guilty ... since we know the consequences le ... and we still do it ... Hai~~

when will human being start to learn ...
when when ??

ya im very thankful that i have a place ... most likely .... ya ... in SIM-OUW .... com Sci ... im still deciding on which course i will give it a shot ... really Thank you Lord ...

Friends

2006-04-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

Friend is so great ... but once you cross the boundary ... everything will go all wrong ... how many first couple will stay on and eventually become husband and wife?? well i guess only a few bah... friend is one of the best thing in human relationship ... you can develop alot of qualities by treating your friends...

sometime people will just rush into a relationship when they just ended one ... why ... i guess because as a human being ... we all needs/want to be love ... we just tend to let the feeling take control of everything ... but are we ready for it ?

Im very fortunate that im a christian ... i have God's love ... so i dont feel very lonely ... as a single child ... sometime i felt the emptiness in me ... but ... God is always there for me ... consoling me ... i also want to be love by friends, by my parents and of course the people which im close with ... i also long to have a nice, understanding and caring girlfriend and eventually become my wife ...

I keep on constantly telling myself ... this kind of things have to be patient ... dun rush into things ... ya really dun rush ... learn to crawl first ... take a step at a time ... = )

My day have been very great ... ya panDa is a cool friend.... =) so great to know you ... hope you get well soon ... Been playing guitar recently ... hope that i will be good enough to play in church to praise God ... yeah!!

What If

2006-04-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

'If I have a million dollars,
I would buy a house.
Do I have a million?
No.That's why I don't have a house.
If I have wings, I can fly.
Do I have wings?
No.So I can never fly.
If all the waters are drawn out of Pacific Ocean,
It still can't put off the flame of love between us.
Can all the waters of Pacific Ocean be drawn finished?
No.That's why I don't love u.

What a beautiful paragraph .... from a romantic book ...

just hope that everybody stay healthy and happy always...
really hope that all my friend will accept God one day ...

Volcano Erupted

2006-04-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

It has been a year... our friendship seem so fake ... well one year later ... now our friendship totally gone ... i tell you finished...

Use to be so sweet... everything that i say seem so sweet and beautiful ... when i give advice and constructive comments ... it seem so plesant and nice ... why why why ... i still dun understand why thing changes when a couple break ... it seem so fake ... where is the friendship ... now i seem to be a jerk/nasty person to you ... I seem like always disturbing you and irritate you ... i really dun understand ...

Totally a waste of time to care for you to get scolded and to see your black face... so wrong to know you in the first place ... should have listen to you ... i felt like im a fool ... still dream of you ... oh ya im not even mention by you in your ... you noe where ... im just a secrete person ... im a bad guy ... trying so hard to be nice to you ... yet ...

everything has an ending ... today will be our ending ... not even friend because i guess i dont deserve to be your friend ... i dont ... i know without me you will feel better ... What i have done for you become ashes ... is just a dream ... an illusion ...

i wont avoid you i guess ... but i wont talk to you ... wont even think and care about you ...
lastly i wanna wish you all the best ...
in your study
in your family
in your relationship
in your friendship
in yourself

our friendship dead

My sweet Room

2006-04-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

Finally finish the first part of my renovation in my room ... i wanna get more stuff in my little store room ... which is my room too ... woo ... i just fix in a few stuff... hehe i rearrange my little room ... hehe throw away alot of stuff ... brought mirror - can see my full size yo ... laundry bag - finally i decide to do the washing ... cos my dad always wash till a bad condition ... so is time for me to get my hands wet ... hoho ... how i wish i have a girl to help me wash hehe ... Get the hint mah ?? oh ya i also purchase the pillar to hang my shirt hehe ...

wait for a fews yr more bah ... den i shall move into a bigger room and i will invite you guys to come over to play haha ... see ya mucks ...

holiday

2006-04-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

yeah is a God's day .. went to church in the morning ... i really hope that all my friends and my family will get save ... that is my greatest wishes... then afternoon went to ikea to buy mirror, lundry bag and KAPPE... woo so fun ... i met my xiao mei ... woo den we go bugis ... she brought a top sia and buy strawberry strudder... keke

dream of you again ... so sweet yet so ...
wei you very busy sia... cant seem to have a tea/coffee with you ... yawn
evol ay God

Why Do We Need Salvation

2006-04-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

We are sinners and we have sinned before a Holy God. No one is perfect.
None has lived up to God's perfect standard.

"For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;" (Romans 3:23)
"As it is written. There is none righteous, no, not one;" (Romans 3:10)

What is SIN ??

"And he (Jesus) said, That which cometh out of the man, that defileth the man. For from within, out of the heart of men, procceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, Thefts, covetousness, wickedness, decit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness: All these evil things come from within, and defile the man." (Mark7:20-23)

As sinners, we owe a penalty. The punishment for sin is not only physical death but also in the lake of fire which is the second death. If we pay what we owe as sinners, we must spend an eternity in the lake of fire.

"And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death." (Revelation 20:14)
"But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone : which is the second death." (Revelation 21:8)

The Bible is a book of love and hope. Christ has already paid our sin debt and it is a fact.

"But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Chirst died for us." (Romans 5:8)

Christ was not a sinner and Bible teaches that God took all our sins and place them on Him. Whilst Christ was bearing all of our sin in His own body, God punished Him in our place to pay the debt we owe. This is not something God promised to do. It is something He has already done. Salvation is a gift from God.

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." (John 3:16)
"For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him."(2 Corinthians 5:21)

Salvation is a person who is Christ

"Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life, no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."(John 14:6)

Salvation is not in a church, denomination, ritual or anything else.

"Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved."(Acts 4:12)

Salvation is not the result of man's good works but Christ's work on the cross.

"For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast."(Ephesians 2:8-9)

The Bible tells us very clearly how to receive this salvation.

"That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."(Romans 10:9-10)

We must acceptby faith what Christ did for us. Those who believe will have everlasting life whilst those who do not believe will not see life. To believe on Christ means that we accept the fact that we are sinners, that as sinners we owe the sin penalty, and that Christ died on the cross to pay the debt we owe. But it means going one step further. It means that we will completely trust Christ to get us to Heaven, that we will put the matter of our salvation in His hands and depend on Him for everlasting life.

"He that beliebeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God abideth on him."(John 3:36)

What are we to do about our sins?

"if we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all righteousness."(1 John 1:9)

What is God's promise?

"For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."(Romans 10:13)

When we recieve Christ as Savoir, we have everlasting life with a promise of no future condemnation.

"Verily, verily, i say unto you, He that hearth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life."(John 5:24)

WILL YOU RECEIVE JESUS CHRIST AS YOUR LORD AND SAVIOR TODAY??

contact me at 97647177 ... i wll pray with you.

KenTing

2006-04-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

Ken ting is a very beautiful place... actually is a beach lor ... but very happening ... one long strech lor ... alot of colorful shop and cafe... the beach itself also very power ... the beach wear all very trendy ... the bikini very faniciful and lotsa pattern ... i almost want to buy for somebody lor ... yawn... wao ... i just have the urge to buy it lor hehe... so fun fun ... It is far far more happening than our sentosa and ECP...

Ken ting filled with alot alot of babe and hunk ... they really look like jap lor ... wao ... hehe i like the atmosphere there ... hehe.... the everything there also very nice ... small motobike ... dat cool man ... their beach activities is like alot lor ... kind of like mini water theme park ....

wee... too many things to say about ken ting le ... the food there seem to be very nice too ... if you guys ever been to taiwan .. Do check out Ken ting hehe... photo will up soon ...

Today is a God's day... yeah!! how i wish i was in church .... i miss church ... lalalala .. soo happy today ... tml will be happier... see you guys ....

Wooo

2006-04-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hey today abit disappointed lar ... hehe i shall say again here... wao just now suppose to go kenting for night out ... ya we did went there ... so fun lor .... but too many people le ... so have to come back camp ... the worst thing is got accident lor when we are coming back... the car belong to a gangster yo ... ya ... but nothing happen lar ... on the way there see alot of pretty babe ... and nice cool car and bike lor ... hehe ....

Wee... overall today okay lar... morning went to outfield sun tanned ... hehe my face become red red le ... i took some nice picture there... will post it soon ... so keep a lookout yo!!!....

Why should i make you happy... nvm lar ... i think through le... dun waste my time also ... dun apreciate me is none of my business... hehe i rather talk to people who appreciate me ... at least take me as a friend ... not like somebody ... nvm lar ...

wee... i shall not bother about you le... yeah!! ... i just mind my own business ...

argh where is my friend

2006-04-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

sian where is all my friend ... argh!!!
so so so so sian ... do i really have to finish all my books ??
ARGH!!!! i hope somebody hear me ... yawn .... im waiting for you ... you know mah ?? do you know ?? argh!!

im totally insane now ... crazy now ...
btw i go cut BOTAK ... hehe (you believe me mah?)
i think i really bored now ... been thinking alot of stuff that is really of no use ...
i really think that im a fool lor ...

nvm lar .... is better to be a fool ... ahaha

a pretty bored noon

2006-04-07T12:59:00.000+08:00

just wake up after doing the 12 to 8 am duty... my head full of thoughts ... thoughts that keep on bothering me ... sometime i just feel like pour out everything... but i have to watch my words ... human being are selfish... only think of themselve ... ya ... is so hard to love your enemy... we always want to be the winner ... argh ... den who will be the loser ??

sometime i have to look at myself and say hey ... dun decide your life ... let God do the job... what have you achieve on yourself ?? if not for God i will be gone long ago... sigh!! sometime i just like to fantasis the good thing ... the thing that will come out beautiful... but when i try to acheive it ... it will always backfire... i really like to ask why why why ?? i guess nobody can answer me ...

life is always up and down ...
Good time dun last long ...
really hope that tough time will double good time ...

how much you will love a person depend on how much the person love you...
feeling is decitful... love somebody need patient ... yesh Patient... you need to be his/her side no matter what happen... love is kind ... love dunt bring hatred to the guy/gal you like even if he/she do somthing terrible to you... love is peace... love is many more ...

forget ... memories ... patient ... kind ... peace ... love ...
just as i mention ...
i still evol ay

love is no reason

2006-04-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

love someone need no reason...
The reason will find you once you in the relationship...

Been pondering about the above statement after i read finish the chinese novel... it really remind me of some personal thing... I still dunno what the ending ... haha ... guess is really for the reader to decide bah ...

he love her more or she love him less... ??
how i wish to have a gal yup christian gal to fight with ... haha everytime fight with words... but harmless words ... hehe

well ... God love still the best ... yeah!!
I wont be able to forget you ... i will just keep you under my bed... as is a wonderful memories ... to see something you like in people hand is really a pain ... i dunno ... i guess time will wash away all the pain ... without God nth will happen even if time flew ...

selfish ...
r u ?
dunno ...
am i ?

yahoo

2006-04-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

hey guys ... i finish 4 books le ... R you crazy , looking for love all wrong (smthing like dat haha), love need no reason and DVC... wao amazing that i can finish 4 books sia ...

been reading books when im doing duty... really thanks God that he give me the time to read... after reading back the chi novel , it bring back some of the memories...
memories that i treasure but is in the shelf now ...

memories ...
love ...
some distant will bring people closer to one another...

Books

2006-04-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

hoo... i have finish half the book of DVC ... wao very exciting now .... well i will give more comments after i finish the book ... i think i will be able to finish it by tonight haha... oh well i read another chi novel too haha ... also half way through... great man ... the chi novel is "Love need more courage"

oh well it is quite a romantic funny novel... they started purely as friends... the gal keep on set boundaries but the guy keep on breaking it haha... it is cool man ... this thing is call AI MEI ... well and yang cheng ling song really say what is all about AI MEI ... so if you dun understand the meaning den go listen to the song and you will roughly get the idea... hehe....

hope the ending will be a great one ... but i doubt so ... haha dunnoe lar just read finish it lor ... wee...

reading books has always been my favourite ...
since young i like to listen to the older people talking ...
hehe i will just stare at them and listen...
be it good or bad ... haha everything i will absorb in it ...
oooh ya tonight my duty is from 6pm to 2am ... so do pray for me ... haha i will have a happy 8 hours reading my books... wee... you guys take care ... love you all muck muck ... haha =)

wee... village lifestyle

2006-04-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

Yo ... did you guys miss me ... hehe... just came back from 3 days outfield ... haha been manning comms ... sian ... but i make use of the time to read books ... yeah... i took some great picture too ... haha ... ya still have to mend comms for another 5 days starting from now yo... hehe ... later 12 to morning 8 is my duty slot... i shall read DVC... wee... hopefully i can finish the book in 5 days ... haha ...

hey i guess i really like the simplicity of the village life ... the kids there really have a fun time playing with one another in a simple community center... haha... is simple yet fun ... as compare to our kids in singapore... sigh!! they only get to play with the computer and IT stuff... and plenty of homework... To the taiwan ppl ... sat and sun is their rest time sia ... very happening lor ... haha sat night Karaokay den sun whole afternoon also ... wao ...

oh ya ... im so blessed that i saw this church lor ... haha will upload the pic when i reach back singapore... weee.... a church in a mountain area ... cool sia ... wee... i tasted some nice food yesterday nite ... hehe went to heng chun town... i tried their tou hua with zhen zhu ... and hot plate beef noodle ... wowo the hotplate very delicious ... the noodle itself already very tasty ... and its only $3 sing ... sososo worth it .. hehe shall explore more food in the coming days ...

Eat to Live...
Live to Eat...
A person cant live without God's Word
wee... Thank you God for giving me Everything that i have ...
Thank You...

nice view in taiwan

2006-03-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

wee... today get to go outfield again ... see lotsa oninon farm .. wao alot lor ... tml i shall bring my toy toy camera .. haha... went to the top of a mountain to do sentry... wow the view up there is really fanstastic ... nth can describe it .. . simple wonderful...

oh ya i make a new friend today... haha cos we 2 r together doing the sentry... he is a AI ... haha ... He is a christian ... and a BB too...wow we talk for the whole monring about OCS , God , christian stuff, BB and lotsa thing... He is a young christian .. well im young too haha... very enthu in God words.. yeah ... He is from Presbyterian Church ... hehe he is a guy that cannot stop doing smthing haha... keep on moving moving ... hehe ... like monkey... oops!!

hehe... went to 7-11 also ... haha brought coke for 25 buck ... keke inside very cool lor ... they got sell herbel egg ...wee...

today i sunburn abit lor .... but dun feel hot ... haha wierd sia... k lar ... hmm... pray for Jay k...

Love you ...

if i can turn back time

2006-03-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

Time ... wont wait for you...
If i can turn back time ...
I will just remain the same ... as friend ...
Dat time everything is so nice
we are so happy ... now we r like stranger ...
why cant a broken couple be best friends?

i know i should not say you ... i dun even have the right to say you ... i hope i wont say you also... guess i still care for you ... why should i ... i dunnoe... friz like last time is so nice ... when i tease you ... even say you ... you also very happy ... but just a yr later ... everything change ... hai~ ... i change too... i guess im just not the type you like ... i guess you feel very disappoint to know me in deep bah ...

God please help me ... should i still be with friend with her?
thinking thinking ... i trying very hard ...

another food i tasted

2006-03-29T16:25:00.000+08:00

Wee... the weather still very cooling duh! ... wad can you expect!! haha to change in a few days time ... bleahx... hey today i tried ... 2 new food ... one is hmm... taiwan carrot cake ... wow not bad sia ... only $1.5 very cheap right and very nice..
haha ... 2 food i tried will be a bread kind of thingy ... with meat and onion and with egg ... woo so nice ... delicious haha ... dun drop your saliva yo haha ... anyway it cost on another $1.5...

So sad that all my friends including me fall into the trap of relationship ... really hope God will open up thei eyes just as the same as He open up my eyes ... Hope that God will also give them peace and comfort them and also heal them from their broken heart... thank you God

Madly in love with You ...

weee

2006-03-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

wow today the weather is super duper cold... im gooing to freeze to death soon... wee... today finish 2 books le ... so cool man ... finally finish the christian book... it really open up my eyes ... hehe...

aiya ... why are you angry with losing to her ... i still dun understand... if you can just look ahead of you ... you will be having more fun... will have peace and joy... dun you think by wanting to win her ... you cant move forward?? you guys r friend you noe ... i really hope that you will be okay ...

well... people tend to take time... human nature are wicked ... so do i ... we cant change our habbit w/o God Help... you need to open up to Him... only He can change people life... i really know how you feel... u just close urself totally... just try to listen to people with an open mind ... ya ...

Hope that you will be happy soon... hehe :P