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block block ... well didnt wanna say it but ... argh cannot stand it ... block me in from blog den block me msn zzzz.... argh nvm lar ... must well block me all over ... zzzz

sick sick tired tired ... all turn out bad bad ... wao ... so fan ... not really actually ... nth to do mah ?? me maybe ... nt really too ... am i sick ... maybe ... zzzz..

today slept for freaking 12 hours ... can u believe it ... i cant too ... hmm... when a person become lazy ... the person will rot rot rot ... i dun want to rot my life away ... ARGH no point ranting over here ...

hey ur teacher will find ur essay de ... dun worry ... ZZzZzzzZZzz ...

dun feel like toking too ... byeE

EEeeeEEe

Argh nobody wanna watch click with me sob sob T T ...
WHY WHY ...??

IM SO BORED ... sian no job no money ... im too fussy also ... zzzz ... no money no honey no nth .... argh ... Engine cannot start ... im very lazy nowaday ... legs still havent recover ... stupid foot rot ... argh .. should i go see a doctor?? army stuff havent settle ... pink IC ... i sick of going back to camp leh ... T T ... sian i wanna find tution jobs ... i dun wanna be lazy .... argh i wanna my life back ... faster oct cos i wanna study ... how i wish i dun need to find job and just study ... but cannot ... cos i will have to eat grass ... argh ..............................

SOB SOB .... my little brain thinking of some romantic thingy again ... how i wish u still be with me ... den i can study with u ... haha im more likely to read books bah... and so hard to FIND Ppl to watch movie with me argh T T ... well i guess is hard bah ...

hey hey lawrence dun be desperate lar ... you have to work hard in getting near and close to your dream ... and well u have to kick ur bad habit too ... like argh cannot say ...

erm... life have been stagnant ... hmm... looking for job ... do some part time job in seminar ... laze ard LAZE ARD ... arrgh ... having a day a meal ... slping time harewire .. zzzzz ... WHAT ??

JIa you bah !!!

New skin for ages ...

HEy hey i Design a new skin myself hehe hope u guys love it ... yeah it has been ages since i change the skin ... why because i dun like to use other ppl skin whahaa...

yeah wanna thank God for giving me this opportunity to study in Uni ... oh the best thing is only 1 yr not 1 1/2 yr ... woot nice save money and save time ... i love it ... pray that i will have a nice part time job soon ...

all the best in your promo - amanda - jia you jia you ... dun be too stress ... if u too stress just write to me ... email ... ya ...

you argh ... hope u do well in this sem ... u also jia you - lydia

whaha as u ... hmm ... socks hahaaaa study smart ... and ya hope u get well soon i mean ur nasty acnes

keke my blog only 3 ppl view yeah !!! u guys should be honoured haha lala ....
next time i will be put in more stuff woot hehe
see ya byebye

May all of you have a good week ahead and take care

Hey stay happy

Hmm... just came back after work ... wow is 1.30am in the morning ... well hope you will be okay and fine ... To me you are still a nice gal ... you are always a nice gal ... stay happy and pray to God for strength and light ...

see ya ard ...

Oh ya hope i can find a perm temp job soon ... hey lydia ... zzz never tok to me this few days haha ... i wonder dill you here see see mah ... woot ... and Socks haha hihi ... and lastly you ... hope u have a great week and week after ... bye ... my heart still feel the same as before ... just that i dunno what to say/do when i see you ... all the best ...

To you

Stay happy and believe in yourself ... Believe in yourself that you can do well in your studies and anything that you are doing ... Pray to God for strength and guidence ... Nice green spec that you r wearing ... ya it suit you ... hope you do well in your A lvl. Be happy always and stay positive ...

see ya ard ... hope so ...
OOO

Hamster and piggy

i miss piggy .... rolling at the mud and i have to use spray to clean up his dirt ... but well he is no longer there zzzz ...

Hamster i will just keep you here ... here in my heart in this little corner little space ... sigh what gone is gone ... water being pour out cannot be retrieve ... that is life ...

I miss alot of thing ... miss the peeping sound of my phone ... well i shall not think soo much ... shall go to slp now and follow my plan ... and pray that God will guide me through ...

Yeah

Yeah i got my JC thingy started ... hehe and also done up my timetable ... well just hope that i will follow what i have plan ... is a daily life plan ... hehe

There you go ... a nice letter that i found today when i clean up my room ...

Slow Dance - by Small gal

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down
Dont dance so fast
Time is short
The music wont last

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music wont last

Ever told your child
We'll do it tomorrow
And in your haste
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch
Let a good Friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say, "hi"
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music wont last

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopend gift ...
Thrown away
Life is not a race
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over

Hmm... so do slow down the tempo of your life to take a look at your surrounding ... is a nice poem esp for sg ...

Time to get my engine on

Im currently waiting for to go Uni ... UOW-SIM. im doing a part time job now as a admin personal at adam khoo co ... and still looking for more jobs out there ...

Im planning for this upcoming junoir camp ... so i hope will be a blessing to alot ppl ... and i really have to get it going ... and i also have to start planning what i have to finish this mth ... I thin i have a long list haha ...

Things To Do -
1. Plan the JC camp (date due end of nov)
2. Find a temp job
3. Finish the YPDL
4. Settle my Uni thing
5. Read Bible
6. Plan my timetable
7. Review my personal Goal
8. Meet up with friend
9.Give a kick to myself
10.EXERCISE

Blah Blah alot of things to do yet im like so free ... how i wish i have some personal touch from a sepcial gal ... well look it positively i save quite alot of money haha ... hmm well will wroking toward that ... I really hope that i can find a girl that love me very much and commited in me and of cos love God too

Im still think of you zzzz..... as if you are reading it ... just hope i will get to talk to u again ...

koko

haha Now my nick name become koko ....u can call me koko crunch or nata de koko hehe ....

hmm... why you wanna ban me ... ?? zzzz sigh still think of her again ... when can i shake over this shadow ..... i guess i have to get my life straight and back ... when will my true .... come ... zzzz well nvm i shall do what im best at ... earn money haha ...

yeah to go after my dream is the best .... jia you lawrence ... may God guide you and bless you ...

Sigh

Seem like im toking to myself... nobody reading what i wrote ... ZZzzZZZzZzz... life in a stale ... i still remember ... all the things... Fei come back pls ... long time nv see u ... why .. love sucks ... TT yawn

Im in a crossroad

Hmm... im in a crossroad of my life ... nowadays im quite busy playing online game... well i wanna focus on one thing at a time... i make quite alot of new friends from all over the world... quite a number of them from USA and Canada ...

Well i have to start focus on God ... yup ... been kind of away from Him recently ... well i still think about you ... just cant forget it ... well i have to just let God handle it... when i see you i really have no idea what to say ... it really feel weird and bad ... i hope that as time by ... we will be back to normal again ... laughing and playing ...

may all the sorrow be wash away ...
let us invite the new yr and days ...
hope the best for you...

dear pal Dill ... if you happen to visit my blog... i just wanna say ... stay healthy and enjoy ur stay in Aus ... have fun and study smart ... will certainly miss you ... hmm.. hope to see you soon ...

lydia ... Dun be too stress on your project ... give urself some break ... and do take care of your health ... all the best in your project and coming exam ...

and as for you ... i really hope u have a happy life ... and all the best for your coming exam ...

AFK for a Mth

hehe im back ... argh ... been busy playing online game water margin ... hehe and also having exercise too ... keke =p

recently lotsa thingy happen ... have to adjust my mood and feeling ...
Things do get better ... and of cos thing to change sudd ... keke dats is life ...
woot ...

yo mei have a nice trip to BK yo ... remember to get me a nice gift hohoho...

btw im going to ORD le ... im so so so happy ... and hopefully will have the finacial to study my Uni ... hehe ...

well i will also post some drawing up here soon ... all the best guys ... love you guys ...

-- Devil --

looking back

Memory~~memory~~

foolishness

lover to enemy
do you think i really cant live without you ??
turn into a hidden self ...
fine ... i wont even bother le...
even when i see you in real person ...
whether you sick or unhappy ...
you are just another person ...
Argh!!
i will never understand ...
understand why you give me a cold shoulder
why you beocme another person totally
your feeling for me last time is fake??
are you not mature enough ??
Argh!!
am i the one to blame??
should i even bother ??
being nice is wrong mah??
lover to enemy
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i create this blog is just for you ...
but i guess dun need le ...
from now on it is just me and God
the blog will be for God and for me
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hey sg all the best in your appeal ...
mei jia you in your study ...
hope you get well soon and get your scholarship ...

inspiration ...

yeah i got a target to achieve le ... planning is in the process ... thinking of doing certain thingy ...
tonight yinC learn new thing again ... yeah ... im so recharge now ... this few days has been thinking about what to do after ns ... i have to go register le U... yeah... oh ya im quite shock that quite alot of the SIA girls are not very tall ... keke im so happy ... yawn

thinking of you ... 19 is such a special number ... wind blow as season change ... whenever i see you ... i just go through you ... you are such a special one ... WHO R U ??

Out of the equation

Yeah my dad has come back home quite a few days ago ... Thanks God that he is okay ...

Happy to see you back to a happy chubby gal ... = p

Been travelling to Changi airport to do my duty ... get to protect my country ... it is quite an experince ... get to see the transit area ... T2 is quite big yo ... it is just like a mini shopping center ... very cool inside ...

today went to town to meet my friend for a walk cum dinner ... have a good time together ... i just change back to my quite self ... listen to them talking ... enjoying ... the chatting part ... have a dinner at cafe cartel at cine ... the service abit sucks!! but the food is nice ... i brought an album ... love psychedelico - the greatest hit ... very nice ... hehe

Art Friend in Taka - it is a cool place ... you can get everything that you need. From the paint to brushes to pencil to tools ... alot of cool things inside ... it will be my next fun shop in town ... will get my hand dirty with these new toys that im getting soon ... hehe

i have been wasting my time ... is time to get down to do some dirty work and also to upgrade myself... learn somthing new ... something that worth the value ... yup

all the best to myself ...

Reflection

pray that my dad operation will be successful... he will have a good rest in the hospital ...
mei mei you get will soon and be happy always ...
hope that you will not be so stressful in your study, Believe in yourself ya ... brownie

To do list...
- planning games for youth camp
- planning for JC ...
- To get well from foot rot
- To learn guitar
- To service my camera
- To wash my clothing
- To visit my dad

Hmm.. dont think too much about getting a partner ... dunt wanna know girls ... yup .. should back to my last time self ... know more guys ... play games ... sport ... and the most important thing to do now is to upgrade myself ... yup yup

I dunnoe why if i want to know a girl ... people will always think is because i like the girl... sad ... that is not the case ... i just want to know more friend ... and ya ... being quite ... i have to go back to my quite self ... just like long long time ago ... = )

Upgrade prog...
- photoshop
- reading books
- guitar

friday

Today is such a hectic day esp the noon ... everybody are waiting for one answer ... in the end ... we do not have the answer ... sigh!! ... evening i cycle to uncle bern house for yinC... debunking the DVC ... yeah ... gain quite alot of knowledge ... and have a nice time fellowship and celebrating eugiena DoB ... keke it was so funny that she discovered it when QL was lighting the candle in the kitchen ... hehe

well we just seem to click already ... why i dunno ... sigh!! hope that God will make a way ...

dunnoe what to write

My work place sucks... Boss cannot make it ... not decisive enough ... yawn .... i guess we are just arch enemy bah .... cant seem to have the click now ... yawn... ya ya im nagging in the blog now ... i should just use my time wisely and do things that are meaningful ... yup ... i got foot rot sia ... sian ... always care for ppl ... but who care for me ?? i wonder ... Sigh!! i guess i will be a loner again ... as usual ... should do things by myself and enjoy being with myself haha....

me, my , mine ...
God is the best ... love You