06/11/2007 O STC .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $9.20 $14.95 $1,825.02
06/11/2007 O BTO .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $8.70 $14.95 ($1,754.95) $70.07
Total Realized Gain for GOOG $70.07
5 min scalp on Goog ... now looking for another entry hehe =) they change too fast liao got fake 2 time if nt make more waha but nvm la 70 buck for 5min is good as i dun like to wait
06/11/2007 O STC .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 2 $7.30 $14.95 $1,445.02
06/11/2007 O BTO .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 2 $6.20 $14.95 ($1,249.97) $195.05
Total Realized Gain/Loss for GS $195.05
Wao all chiong GS lol ... i go in at ard 1030 - 1035 ... very nice. then when at around 1230++ i know im safe to let it run a while as it sit on a very good support line ... hehe profit take 2 contract first ... let 1 run ... target 230 ... okay shall go to slp and study FOR WED EXAM .... Wish me Good Luck
Happy Hunting Cya
06/12/2007 O STC .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $3.30 $14.95 $645.03
06/12/2007 O BTO .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $5.10 $14.95 ($1,034.95) -389.92
06/12/2007 O STC .GOPRU - GOOG JUN 510 Put 3 $7.80 $14.95 $2,325.01
06/12/2007 O BTO .GOPRU - GOOG JUN 510 Put 3 $5.90 $14.95 ($1,784.95) 540.06
Total Realized Gain/Loss for GOOG $150.14
GS
06/12/2007 O STC .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 1 $8.90 $14.95 $875.03
06/11/2007 O BTO .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 1 $6.20 $14.95 ($624.98) $250.05
Total Realized Gain/Loss for GS $250.05
Total Realized Gain $400.19
WAO almost got heart attack ... WAoo ... GS as preplan from yesterday game ... it hit my target 230 and chiong till 231 ... take money first lor ... today is bear day dun play play hahaha ... then today i scalp Goog while taking a break from study...
Goog - alomost get caught up ... buy a call initially , cos all the indication is up ... so go in abit slow ... then contispate and dosent seem to go up due to the lousy NEWS ... so i sold off and BUT A PUT ... cos i saw it going to over turn ... true enough it free fall in 10 mins ... haha earn back everything ahhaa ... okay back to study ... spend 90 mins ... okay at least is all in plan
happy hunting BYEeee (intra5 dun fake ppl)
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Hey guys i will update the option trading platform either tommorrow or after my exam on friday. see you guys ...
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
starting of a new journey
well long time never blog about anything in my life ... it has been a hell of up and downs for me in the past few weeks ... there are more downs than up ... everything come out fine ... that why im here sitting on a comfortable chair typing on my laptop...
Im very grateful that God has provide my a nice home to stay ... big and spacious ... nice view overseaing a shopping center ... i have free internet acess too ... sponser by linksys ... haha ...
new journey ... new life ... new environment ... yeah ...
Im very grateful that God has provide my a nice home to stay ... big and spacious ... nice view overseaing a shopping center ... i have free internet acess too ... sponser by linksys ... haha ...
new journey ... new life ... new environment ... yeah ...
Sunday, April 15, 2007
IM looking FOR A ROOM TO RENT
Yo hi everybody ... im looking for a room to rent ... if you have any lobang pls contact me or send me a mail ... URGENT !!!
Monday, April 09, 2007
State of mind ...
Have you wonder ....
- what kind of state you in when you are studying ...
- what kind of state you in when you are working ...
- what kind of state you in when you are stressful ... happy ... horny and etc ...
Different feeling , thoughts , action, gestures trigger different state of mind...
Ever wonder how you can BE happy even though you are sad ....
well let me share a personal experience to you ...
During my childhood day ... i had a terrible fall from the monkey bar and as a result i broke my arm ... This incident had a deep impact on me as it leave me a scar ... Thus i dare of play monkey bar again ... Well many of you out there might think that it wont be a great effect to me as monkey bar is just an obstacle that will not hinder my growth ... yup i think of that too ...
What go around come around ... The day that i face monkey bar again is after 13years later ... when im enlisted for army ... Whenever i face the monkey bar ... i feel week, scare, and it seem to be a huge obstacles for me ... So i form a state of mind that keep saying i cant handle the monkey bar ... keep on giving excuses...
one day i decide enough is enough ... so i tell myself i have to conquer the monkey bar ... so whenever i face the monkey bar ... i will do a certain "action" to pychic myself that i can do it ... and true enough ... after 3 mths of hard training which include improve on my grip power and muscle strength... finally i manage to clear the monkey bar ...
Our state of mind is a very powerful tool that will unlock your potenial and shift your state of mind that you can be something like a superMAN/Women ...
Hope my story can inspire you to control your state of mind
Have you wonder ....
- what kind of state you in when you are studying ...
- what kind of state you in when you are working ...
- what kind of state you in when you are stressful ... happy ... horny and etc ...
Different feeling , thoughts , action, gestures trigger different state of mind...
Ever wonder how you can BE happy even though you are sad ....
well let me share a personal experience to you ...
During my childhood day ... i had a terrible fall from the monkey bar and as a result i broke my arm ... This incident had a deep impact on me as it leave me a scar ... Thus i dare of play monkey bar again ... Well many of you out there might think that it wont be a great effect to me as monkey bar is just an obstacle that will not hinder my growth ... yup i think of that too ...
What go around come around ... The day that i face monkey bar again is after 13years later ... when im enlisted for army ... Whenever i face the monkey bar ... i feel week, scare, and it seem to be a huge obstacles for me ... So i form a state of mind that keep saying i cant handle the monkey bar ... keep on giving excuses...
one day i decide enough is enough ... so i tell myself i have to conquer the monkey bar ... so whenever i face the monkey bar ... i will do a certain "action" to pychic myself that i can do it ... and true enough ... after 3 mths of hard training which include improve on my grip power and muscle strength... finally i manage to clear the monkey bar ...
Our state of mind is a very powerful tool that will unlock your potenial and shift your state of mind that you can be something like a superMAN/Women ...
Hope my story can inspire you to control your state of mind
Monday, April 02, 2007
My Dad
This post is for him ... My Dad
Have you ever get insulted by your dad ?
Have you ever get scolded by your dad for no reason ?
My dad ... He is a big devil ... I guess you guys think im speaking rubbish ...
He is a very good actor ... can change face very fast ...
1 min angel to you ... the next min change face ...
The only time he is angel to you is when he is in good mood or ... he need money from me ...
He become devil when i dun follow his plan / his nonsense ... example when he knock my door .. he demand immediate reaction ... i just say wait and going to open the door ... he already shouting at me ... He ask me to move such a heavy stuff like refrigerator and when im thinking how to move it and help him to move ... he shouted at me ... say i stupid dunno how to move blah blah blah ...
Cool right to have such a Dad ...
He did not give me a single cent since after sec 4 ...
Even when in sec 3 - sec 4 ... he dun really give ....
The best ever tactics that he ever use and still using is ...
Borrow small sum of money bit by bit from me ...
Then ask me to record down ...
When he return me the money ...
The next day he will and most likely he will borrow money from me again ...
SO WHAT THE POINT OF RETURNING ME MONEY ? GEEzz
and if you dun lend him money ...
HE will bloody curse and scold ME ...
He IS a very demanding person ... want people to follow his way ...
JUST because im his son ... dosent mean i have to obey him 100% ... IDIOTIC
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Well lucky for me now i know how to control my emotion ... just let it be ... 1 ear in 1 ear out ...
Happiness is a state of mind that can be control by you ...
Sometimes i wonder am i like Him ... I do feel have a little like him ... especially the "hao Lian" which i use to be ... and im quite of a perfectionist or have my own style or you can say expectation when im in charge of certain thing ...
Yup ... I dun want to be like him aka bomb ...
Demand high expectation in work is good ...
but Not everybody is the same as me ... as some people are not as capable in term of certain works ... therefore ... people management come into play ... be patient, gentle, and treat different people accordingly to their style ...
=) happy always ...
Have you ever get insulted by your dad ?
Have you ever get scolded by your dad for no reason ?
My dad ... He is a big devil ... I guess you guys think im speaking rubbish ...
He is a very good actor ... can change face very fast ...
1 min angel to you ... the next min change face ...
The only time he is angel to you is when he is in good mood or ... he need money from me ...
He become devil when i dun follow his plan / his nonsense ... example when he knock my door .. he demand immediate reaction ... i just say wait and going to open the door ... he already shouting at me ... He ask me to move such a heavy stuff like refrigerator and when im thinking how to move it and help him to move ... he shouted at me ... say i stupid dunno how to move blah blah blah ...
Cool right to have such a Dad ...
He did not give me a single cent since after sec 4 ...
Even when in sec 3 - sec 4 ... he dun really give ....
The best ever tactics that he ever use and still using is ...
Borrow small sum of money bit by bit from me ...
Then ask me to record down ...
When he return me the money ...
The next day he will and most likely he will borrow money from me again ...
SO WHAT THE POINT OF RETURNING ME MONEY ? GEEzz
and if you dun lend him money ...
HE will bloody curse and scold ME ...
He IS a very demanding person ... want people to follow his way ...
JUST because im his son ... dosent mean i have to obey him 100% ... IDIOTIC
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Well lucky for me now i know how to control my emotion ... just let it be ... 1 ear in 1 ear out ...
Happiness is a state of mind that can be control by you ...
Sometimes i wonder am i like Him ... I do feel have a little like him ... especially the "hao Lian" which i use to be ... and im quite of a perfectionist or have my own style or you can say expectation when im in charge of certain thing ...
Yup ... I dun want to be like him aka bomb ...
Demand high expectation in work is good ...
but Not everybody is the same as me ... as some people are not as capable in term of certain works ... therefore ... people management come into play ... be patient, gentle, and treat different people accordingly to their style ...
=) happy always ...
Saturday, March 31, 2007
hello ... i just came home ... well i saw the GIRL ... chey fake information... she is not 17 yrs old and not from np ... But guess what .... She is ard 20 and study at SIM ... RMIT ... so should be business course ... lol ... oh SHE has a boyfriend and the boyfriend seem nice ... but they dun stay together lar ... haha
hmm... She is quite cute and seem nice ... She is not petite so at least she can defend herself if necessary. well hopefully she wont get a shock out of her life ... and hope that the bomb wont explode ...
wish her all the best ...
I can sense something interesting things will happen soon ...
Oh ya she seem abit uncomfortable when she saw the house ... i wonder why she still want it haha... tmr her mum will come to my house to take a look ... wonder how she will react ... =X
Btw she is a malaysian ...
cya
hmm... She is quite cute and seem nice ... She is not petite so at least she can defend herself if necessary. well hopefully she wont get a shock out of her life ... and hope that the bomb wont explode ...
wish her all the best ...
I can sense something interesting things will happen soon ...
Oh ya she seem abit uncomfortable when she saw the house ... i wonder why she still want it haha... tmr her mum will come to my house to take a look ... wonder how she will react ... =X
Btw she is a malaysian ...
cya
Friday, March 30, 2007
oh seem like she will be coming later today or i think tml ... well of cos i wonder how she look like ? is she big size or small size ... she will be the 3 rd girls staying in the house till date ... last time use to have a sibling of 2 girls and a guy ... so actually is better cos at least they have their brother with them... but this POOR or BRAVE girl will have to stay in this "wonderful house" for at the very least 3mths or half a year ...
I really feel sorry for her ... pay money still have to suffer from the noise and other crazy thingy from the bomb ... hopefully the bomb dun blast ... THE MORE I THINK SHE IS ONLY 17 THE MORE I WORRY FOR HER ...
hope that she is those kind of tomboyish ... wao if she is those cute cute type ... or my kind type die lor ... haha keeping my finger Xcross
I really feel sorry for her ... pay money still have to suffer from the noise and other crazy thingy from the bomb ... hopefully the bomb dun blast ... THE MORE I THINK SHE IS ONLY 17 THE MORE I WORRY FOR HER ...
hope that she is those kind of tomboyish ... wao if she is those cute cute type ... or my kind type die lor ... haha keeping my finger Xcross
Yo im here to deliever some news ... i dunno whether is good or bad ... that is for you guys to decide bah ...
There will be a new tenant coming to my house to stay ... Guess what ? Is a SHE ... i heard she is only 17yrs old and will be studying at NP ... My first reaction is Oh!!! ... Welcome to hell ... How is she going or able to stand the nonsense of my dad ... I just wish her all the best ...
I really wonder and wonder ... hopefully if she really come to stay in my house ... my dad will tone down and dont mess out the thing .... and usually by this time of the year he will be quite stable ... haha ... the funny thingy is he tell me that he will be flying off to thailand for holiday once the new tenant come to stay in my house ... haha lol
Interesting lifestyle right ... =X
Recently i went to swim , gym and bladding ... quite fun ... im become abit dark lor ... hehe cool right ... become more handsome lor ... oh ya do visit my TRADING BLOG hor ... hehe alot of lesson learn from my trading .... anybody interested in trading just give me a msg or call me ... im willing to teach you guys FOR FREE ... first come first serve ... hehe
cya guys ... have a nice weekday and coming weekend ...
There will be a new tenant coming to my house to stay ... Guess what ? Is a SHE ... i heard she is only 17yrs old and will be studying at NP ... My first reaction is Oh!!! ... Welcome to hell ... How is she going or able to stand the nonsense of my dad ... I just wish her all the best ...
I really wonder and wonder ... hopefully if she really come to stay in my house ... my dad will tone down and dont mess out the thing .... and usually by this time of the year he will be quite stable ... haha ... the funny thingy is he tell me that he will be flying off to thailand for holiday once the new tenant come to stay in my house ... haha lol
Interesting lifestyle right ... =X
Recently i went to swim , gym and bladding ... quite fun ... im become abit dark lor ... hehe cool right ... become more handsome lor ... oh ya do visit my TRADING BLOG hor ... hehe alot of lesson learn from my trading .... anybody interested in trading just give me a msg or call me ... im willing to teach you guys FOR FREE ... first come first serve ... hehe
cya guys ... have a nice weekday and coming weekend ...
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Life is full of ups and downs ... just like the sea level will rise and fall ... everything is this world will have its up and down moment ... pick up yourself and move on with life ... shouldnt let the atmosphere deter you ... think of ways to overcome it and move on ...
Nothing cant be solve in this world ... dont keep on thinking about the unhappiness and thing that will make you unhappy ... cos the more you think about it ... the more you will become unhappy and the more you will get suck into the cycle of unhappiness state ...
A very good example is me ... If i keep on thinking about the bad stuff that happen to me ... i dun think i will be able to live till now ... if i dun move on when i recieved a D7 for my english o level ... i would not get a B4 for my retake paper ...
Failure and sadness is part of the process in life ... if you cant overcome and make use of that process ... life will be miserable for you ...
Remember ... happiness is within ourself ... No money can buy it ... Not even your spouse, friends or whoever can give you ...
ONLY YOU YOURSELF CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY !!!
Nothing cant be solve in this world ... dont keep on thinking about the unhappiness and thing that will make you unhappy ... cos the more you think about it ... the more you will become unhappy and the more you will get suck into the cycle of unhappiness state ...
A very good example is me ... If i keep on thinking about the bad stuff that happen to me ... i dun think i will be able to live till now ... if i dun move on when i recieved a D7 for my english o level ... i would not get a B4 for my retake paper ...
Failure and sadness is part of the process in life ... if you cant overcome and make use of that process ... life will be miserable for you ...
Remember ... happiness is within ourself ... No money can buy it ... Not even your spouse, friends or whoever can give you ...
ONLY YOU YOURSELF CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY !!!
Monday, March 19, 2007
yo today having a good breaksfast ... HOTCAKE ... hehe ... besides having a nice meal ... i learn more thingy about internet marketing ... so cool sia ... i starting to enjoy having the time alone to do my own stuff ... enjoy the atmosphere in mac ... king albert park ... also even in jurong east library ... Both are great place to do research and do some useful reading ... especially your house is not so condusive ... = )
I tend to laze around at home or in my room to be precise ... maybe is too cosy to sleep or just too many thingy to occupy me ... What about YOU guys ? do YOU feel the same way as i did ?
I kind of fell in love with the nice morning ... haha maybe i seldom see and feel the sun ... lol =p i should try going to beach next time and see if there are wireless connection there ... if have that will be great ....
Argh!! just as im saying about the wirelessSG thingy ... the connection give way on me ... idiot ...
Gotta work later in the evening ... I still love you God ... YOU are always my first LOVE ...
Jia you law ... =)
I tend to laze around at home or in my room to be precise ... maybe is too cosy to sleep or just too many thingy to occupy me ... What about YOU guys ? do YOU feel the same way as i did ?
I kind of fell in love with the nice morning ... haha maybe i seldom see and feel the sun ... lol =p i should try going to beach next time and see if there are wireless connection there ... if have that will be great ....
Argh!! just as im saying about the wirelessSG thingy ... the connection give way on me ... idiot ...
Gotta work later in the evening ... I still love you God ... YOU are always my first LOVE ...
Jia you law ... =)
Sunday, March 18, 2007
天煞孤星
yo ... Feng ... refer to your comments ... not so easy lar ... cos the cable got cut at near the machine there ... not enough wire to join back ... now the washing machine settle cos the bomb aka my dad "brought" another washing machine. Seriously speaking i dunno where he got it ...
Now my kitchen is like a rUbbish chute ... today better as i tell him to remove some ... wao the whole place got his stuff ... nvm ... block the rubbish bin ... how am i to throw my stuff ... so i have to collect my rubbish bin... just to throw when i leave the house ... ZzzZz... so you guys know how fortunate you guys are hor ... dun ask me why i have to work ... then never join you guys ...
IM LOOKING FOR A CHEAP ROOM .... IF HAVE LOBANG ... CALL ME OR SMS ME ... OR DROP ME A MAIL ...
Been slacking at home for the pass few days ... So i decide to install my old game ... Rome total war ... to play for awhile .... Not bad quite fun ... but i just feel like wasting my time ...
Actually wanted to go out ... go to the beach ... but nobody wanna go or i too lazy to ask people ...
Also feel like making a new pair of spec...
Exam finish lor ... life still goes on ....
Trading not very good for this week .... making another big mistake ... bad bad ...
I will not give up ... gonna give my best .... come back stronger next week
Human being tend to or only learn from mistake or failure ... cos ... what is to learn when you are successful and scoring As for your subject ?? ...
Izzit so important to score an A for a subject and not knowing the subject after a few weeks ?
天煞孤星 ... actually im just use to it ...
Now my kitchen is like a rUbbish chute ... today better as i tell him to remove some ... wao the whole place got his stuff ... nvm ... block the rubbish bin ... how am i to throw my stuff ... so i have to collect my rubbish bin... just to throw when i leave the house ... ZzzZz... so you guys know how fortunate you guys are hor ... dun ask me why i have to work ... then never join you guys ...
IM LOOKING FOR A CHEAP ROOM .... IF HAVE LOBANG ... CALL ME OR SMS ME ... OR DROP ME A MAIL ...
Been slacking at home for the pass few days ... So i decide to install my old game ... Rome total war ... to play for awhile .... Not bad quite fun ... but i just feel like wasting my time ...
Actually wanted to go out ... go to the beach ... but nobody wanna go or i too lazy to ask people ...
Also feel like making a new pair of spec...
Exam finish lor ... life still goes on ....
Trading not very good for this week .... making another big mistake ... bad bad ...
I will not give up ... gonna give my best .... come back stronger next week
Human being tend to or only learn from mistake or failure ... cos ... what is to learn when you are successful and scoring As for your subject ?? ...
Izzit so important to score an A for a subject and not knowing the subject after a few weeks ?
天煞孤星 ... actually im just use to it ...
Sunday, March 11, 2007
wao this few day super happening sia ... Happening thing will always happen when my exam is near ... haha ... MY washing machine power cable got cut by somebody .... maybe the angry tenant cut or my crazy dad go cut it ... zzz ... whoever cut it ought to be CUT ...
Sometime when i hear or see ppl complaining no time to study for their paper ... or even want to skip their test ... i feel like giving them a tight slap ... all they have to worry is their studies ...
For me ... i have to take care of my clothing, food, dad (for all sort of problem he give me), work and my study ... zzz i never even complain and blame anybody ...
Singaporean are so pamper that they dun know how fortunate they are ... for most of them their parent work so hard for them yet they complain ...
im not here to judge or say anything ... i just want them to know how fortunate they are ...
Yawn now i must find a way to wash my clothes ... hand wash or send to laundary that will further up my expenses ... zzz
Sometime when i hear or see ppl complaining no time to study for their paper ... or even want to skip their test ... i feel like giving them a tight slap ... all they have to worry is their studies ...
For me ... i have to take care of my clothing, food, dad (for all sort of problem he give me), work and my study ... zzz i never even complain and blame anybody ...
Singaporean are so pamper that they dun know how fortunate they are ... for most of them their parent work so hard for them yet they complain ...
im not here to judge or say anything ... i just want them to know how fortunate they are ...
Yawn now i must find a way to wash my clothes ... hand wash or send to laundary that will further up my expenses ... zzz
crazy person at home ... talk to you nicely 1min ... shout at you the next ... wao power right ... haha ... zzz i havent been to church for 2mths ... hai ... insomia last night ...
just wake up ... due to some unpleasent stuff happen ... Im sorry for the agent that deal with my dad ... have to go through his nonsense ... how i wish they sue him and land him to jail .... just lock him up ... =)
the hardest people to deal with in this world is not gangster or mafia , not even the worst man in the world ... the hardest people to deal with is crazy (mentally unstable) + talk big ( boastfull) person.
As usual , when need money ... he will say till you feel so shoik ... once he got your money he will say till you like shit .... what a bomb at home ... =X
just wake up ... due to some unpleasent stuff happen ... Im sorry for the agent that deal with my dad ... have to go through his nonsense ... how i wish they sue him and land him to jail .... just lock him up ... =)
the hardest people to deal with in this world is not gangster or mafia , not even the worst man in the world ... the hardest people to deal with is crazy (mentally unstable) + talk big ( boastfull) person.
As usual , when need money ... he will say till you feel so shoik ... once he got your money he will say till you like shit .... what a bomb at home ... =X
Saturday, March 10, 2007
"if u make a show of going againt the times, flaunting your unconventional ideas & unorthodox ways, people will think that you only want attention & that u look down upon them. They will find a way to punish u for making them feel inferior. It is far safer to blend in & nurture the common touch. SHare your originality only with tolerant friends & those who r sure to appreciate your uniqueness!"
Happiness lies within our own heart and soul .... nobody can bring and give you happiness except you yourself ... like wise for sadness ...
quote of the day ...
Happiness lies within our own heart and soul .... nobody can bring and give you happiness except you yourself ... like wise for sadness ...
quote of the day ...
Hmm... today i got a mix feeling ... waking up in noon ... heard my lousy dad voice ... ya first thing as you guys know is ask for money as i have say in previous post ...
He ask me go die ... ask me get out of the house ... well as usual ... me as myself stay calm and dun get a heated argument with a crazy person ... stay cool and stable ... after awhile when he cool down ... i just leave the house and went for my dinner ... and also treat myself to a nice movie ...
i went to watch 300 ... sparta ... Spartarian law -- No Retreat!!! No Surrender!!! DIE FOR GLORY!!!
As i ponder ... after getting a shout from your dad ... a normal person reaction will be shout back and also feel lousy , bad day ....
then for me ... after going through so many thing ... i learn to listen and forget it ... but sometime is hard also ... as i will keep on thinking and thinking ... and i will fall into the self blaming cycle and my face will turn black ....
Happiness and the state of mind is created by ourself ... you can be still happy even when ppl insult you ... as long as you keep ur mind and brain in a positive state ... be positive ... no points thinking about it ... as nothing will change ....
oh ya im looking for a cheap room ... budget btw 100 - 150 ... if you guys have lobang ... give me a call .... thank you = )
no love life for me ... dun wanna and hope for something that will bother me even more ... have to get out of my family mess first ... yeah i yearn to have a partner ... i mean a girl to love ... but ... also when i want to have something ... i always acted very fast ...
just finish the chinese novel ... what is mine will always be mine ... no point trying too hard ...
He ask me go die ... ask me get out of the house ... well as usual ... me as myself stay calm and dun get a heated argument with a crazy person ... stay cool and stable ... after awhile when he cool down ... i just leave the house and went for my dinner ... and also treat myself to a nice movie ...
i went to watch 300 ... sparta ... Spartarian law -- No Retreat!!! No Surrender!!! DIE FOR GLORY!!!
As i ponder ... after getting a shout from your dad ... a normal person reaction will be shout back and also feel lousy , bad day ....
then for me ... after going through so many thing ... i learn to listen and forget it ... but sometime is hard also ... as i will keep on thinking and thinking ... and i will fall into the self blaming cycle and my face will turn black ....
Happiness and the state of mind is created by ourself ... you can be still happy even when ppl insult you ... as long as you keep ur mind and brain in a positive state ... be positive ... no points thinking about it ... as nothing will change ....
oh ya im looking for a cheap room ... budget btw 100 - 150 ... if you guys have lobang ... give me a call .... thank you = )
no love life for me ... dun wanna and hope for something that will bother me even more ... have to get out of my family mess first ... yeah i yearn to have a partner ... i mean a girl to love ... but ... also when i want to have something ... i always acted very fast ...
just finish the chinese novel ... what is mine will always be mine ... no point trying too hard ...
yawn ... everytime when im going to have exam ... something at home will pop up ...
Kenna scold for being useless and want me to leave the house ... just because i never give him 350bucks ... well done .... i will go ... sooner than he can imagine .... once i have 1k saving ... i will say bye bye to him forever .... waste my time and effort ....
i rather people say im a bad son ... i dun care ... would you care for such a lousy dad ? always ask for money ... chase ppl out of the house for no reason ... btw i never taken a single cent from him since sec 4 ...
Sometime ask for a few dollars no problem can give ... close 1 eye ... from bad to worst ... ask for so much money .... and the worst part is he find himself into this deep shit ... chase the tenant out of the house so he have to pay them money ... no money nvm ... who to find ... ME lar ....
I really wonder am i his money machine ? i really wonder is he my dad ... i really wonder ....
Alway give me problems ...
give me problems nvm ... still scold me for like my fault ...
Sometime when i see other people ... i feel abit sad that they have such a good daddy yet they dunno how to appreciate ...
life still goes on ... time bomb going to activate soon ...
Kenna scold for being useless and want me to leave the house ... just because i never give him 350bucks ... well done .... i will go ... sooner than he can imagine .... once i have 1k saving ... i will say bye bye to him forever .... waste my time and effort ....
i rather people say im a bad son ... i dun care ... would you care for such a lousy dad ? always ask for money ... chase ppl out of the house for no reason ... btw i never taken a single cent from him since sec 4 ...
Sometime ask for a few dollars no problem can give ... close 1 eye ... from bad to worst ... ask for so much money .... and the worst part is he find himself into this deep shit ... chase the tenant out of the house so he have to pay them money ... no money nvm ... who to find ... ME lar ....
I really wonder am i his money machine ? i really wonder is he my dad ... i really wonder ....
Alway give me problems ...
give me problems nvm ... still scold me for like my fault ...
Sometime when i see other people ... i feel abit sad that they have such a good daddy yet they dunno how to appreciate ...
life still goes on ... time bomb going to activate soon ...
feeling abit disappointed... she never read her mail ... so i guess tmr will be a library ro swimming day for me ... have to study for monday paper too ... guess i should not have expected much ... anyway ... i dun expect much too ...
No doubt for me is to keep learning stuff to build my contacts and also to improve on my trading skill ... follow my own set of rules and i wont be regreting ...
just to let you guys know ... i have make 1k for this week alone ... =) ... if i can keep on making 1k in a week very consistantly ... i will be a full time option trader =) at the rate im going ... my first millon will come sonner than i will targeted and my dream house will no longer be a dream after all ...
God i still love you ... sorry that i have kind of put you aside ... pls forgive me of my mia and disobedience ...
lastly i want to wish all of you having a good weekend ...
hope to make more friend ... not just through nets ... also real person ... talking and interacting ...
WE NEED MORE HUMAN TOUCH ....
No doubt for me is to keep learning stuff to build my contacts and also to improve on my trading skill ... follow my own set of rules and i wont be regreting ...
just to let you guys know ... i have make 1k for this week alone ... =) ... if i can keep on making 1k in a week very consistantly ... i will be a full time option trader =) at the rate im going ... my first millon will come sonner than i will targeted and my dream house will no longer be a dream after all ...
God i still love you ... sorry that i have kind of put you aside ... pls forgive me of my mia and disobedience ...
lastly i want to wish all of you having a good weekend ...
hope to make more friend ... not just through nets ... also real person ... talking and interacting ...
WE NEED MORE HUMAN TOUCH ....
Friday, March 09, 2007
hello ... today i finally make a bold move ... keeping my finger xross that i wont get a rejection... i just like that way you are ... hopefully i can get to know more of you as a friend ... life is good ... everyday is a learning day for me ...
oh ya yesterday i went for a swim ... cool sia ... so long nv swim le ... feel so nice to back into the pool again ... too bad i cant enjoy the sun after my swim as granpa sun went to bed so early ... zzz
exam coming soon ... on this coming mon ... i have to go mugging ...
recently been reading a chinese novel ... very nice ... ya im back to reading chinese novel hehe ... the title of this book is Only loving you online ... A very nice book ... i havent finish yet ... hehe will tell you guys more about this book once i have finish it....
I have been doing quite well for my option trading ... been making money consistently ... so ya one step closer to my dream ... =)
socks all the best for ya pbf ... nth to say to Fio ... abit disappointed ... respect your decision =)
oh ya yesterday i went for a swim ... cool sia ... so long nv swim le ... feel so nice to back into the pool again ... too bad i cant enjoy the sun after my swim as granpa sun went to bed so early ... zzz
exam coming soon ... on this coming mon ... i have to go mugging ...
recently been reading a chinese novel ... very nice ... ya im back to reading chinese novel hehe ... the title of this book is Only loving you online ... A very nice book ... i havent finish yet ... hehe will tell you guys more about this book once i have finish it....
I have been doing quite well for my option trading ... been making money consistently ... so ya one step closer to my dream ... =)
socks all the best for ya pbf ... nth to say to Fio ... abit disappointed ... respect your decision =)
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
hello ... today is a good good day ... why izzit good ? because i just make another record earning ... hehe ... oh ya btw i just setup my trading blog ... so those who are interested in what stock im trading or how well or bad i fare ... you guys can check this out ... http://otakalawoo.blogspot.com ... keke oh ya just washed my load and tonnes of clothes yesterday ... zzz ... so tiring ... haha .. but okay lar ...
looking forward to sat... and hopefully my plan for this week will happen ... oh ya today i say a wrong word ... ZzzZzz and offenced somebody ... i have to watch my words ... sometime you dun mean what you say or even is not your point ... but people will interprete wrongly of your meaning ... and you may give the wrong impression ... thus i think to have an open mind with open conversation is so so so important ...
make your point clear and clarify with the person that you converse with ...
before i go watch my soccer match ... i just want to say ... all the best to those who are still having their exam ... = )
looking forward to sat... and hopefully my plan for this week will happen ... oh ya today i say a wrong word ... ZzzZzz and offenced somebody ... i have to watch my words ... sometime you dun mean what you say or even is not your point ... but people will interprete wrongly of your meaning ... and you may give the wrong impression ... thus i think to have an open mind with open conversation is so so so important ...
make your point clear and clarify with the person that you converse with ...
before i go watch my soccer match ... i just want to say ... all the best to those who are still having their exam ... = )
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