Who will ever know ?

Who will ever know that im living in a bombing zone? The bomb is building up as the day pass. I wonder when will it be explode. It so stressful to live in this kind of home. sometime i wish the bomb will just explode and gone for good. I just cant ... nobody can help people who are going through the stressful life. Everything need money. When the people dont have money, they will keep on thinking about it. Therefore there are alot of people in the mental hospital. God I pray that you will help my bomb ... help him ...