hello ... i just came home ... well i saw the GIRL ... chey fake information... she is not 17 yrs old and not from np ... But guess what .... She is ard 20 and study at SIM ... RMIT ... so should be business course ... lol ... oh SHE has a boyfriend and the boyfriend seem nice ... but they dun stay together lar ... haha

hmm... She is quite cute and seem nice ... She is not petite so at least she can defend herself if necessary. well hopefully she wont get a shock out of her life ... and hope that the bomb wont explode ...

wish her all the best ...
I can sense something interesting things will happen soon ...
Oh ya she seem abit uncomfortable when she saw the house ... i wonder why she still want it haha... tmr her mum will come to my house to take a look ... wonder how she will react ... =X
Btw she is a malaysian ...

cya

oh seem like she will be coming later today or i think tml ... well of cos i wonder how she look like ? is she big size or small size ... she will be the 3 rd girls staying in the house till date ... last time use to have a sibling of 2 girls and a guy ... so actually is better cos at least they have their brother with them... but this POOR or BRAVE girl will have to stay in this "wonderful house" for at the very least 3mths or half a year ...

I really feel sorry for her ... pay money still have to suffer from the noise and other crazy thingy from the bomb ... hopefully the bomb dun blast ... THE MORE I THINK SHE IS ONLY 17 THE MORE I WORRY FOR HER ...

hope that she is those kind of tomboyish ... wao if she is those cute cute type ... or my kind type die lor ... haha keeping my finger Xcross

Yo im here to deliever some news ... i dunno whether is good or bad ... that is for you guys to decide bah ...

There will be a new tenant coming to my house to stay ... Guess what ? Is a SHE ... i heard she is only 17yrs old and will be studying at NP ... My first reaction is Oh!!! ... Welcome to hell ... How is she going or able to stand the nonsense of my dad ... I just wish her all the best ...

I really wonder and wonder ... hopefully if she really come to stay in my house ... my dad will tone down and dont mess out the thing .... and usually by this time of the year he will be quite stable ... haha ... the funny thingy is he tell me that he will be flying off to thailand for holiday once the new tenant come to stay in my house ... haha lol

Interesting lifestyle right ... =X

Recently i went to swim , gym and bladding ... quite fun ... im become abit dark lor ... hehe cool right ... become more handsome lor ... oh ya do visit my TRADING BLOG hor ... hehe alot of lesson learn from my trading .... anybody interested in trading just give me a msg or call me ... im willing to teach you guys FOR FREE ... first come first serve ... hehe

cya guys ... have a nice weekday and coming weekend ...

大家好！！ 第一次用华语表达我的心声 。。。 好想好想把不愉快的事都给吐出来。。。

Life is full of ups and downs ... just like the sea level will rise and fall ... everything is this world will have its up and down moment ... pick up yourself and move on with life ... shouldnt let the atmosphere deter you ... think of ways to overcome it and move on ...

Nothing cant be solve in this world ... dont keep on thinking about the unhappiness and thing that will make you unhappy ... cos the more you think about it ... the more you will become unhappy and the more you will get suck into the cycle of unhappiness state ...

A very good example is me ... If i keep on thinking about the bad stuff that happen to me ... i dun think i will be able to live till now ... if i dun move on when i recieved a D7 for my english o level ... i would not get a B4 for my retake paper ...

Failure and sadness is part of the process in life ... if you cant overcome and make use of that process ... life will be miserable for you ...

Remember ... happiness is within ourself ... No money can buy it ... Not even your spouse, friends or whoever can give you ...

ONLY YOU YOURSELF CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY !!!

yo today having a good breaksfast ... HOTCAKE ... hehe ... besides having a nice meal ... i learn more thingy about internet marketing ... so cool sia ... i starting to enjoy having the time alone to do my own stuff ... enjoy the atmosphere in mac ... king albert park ... also even in jurong east library ... Both are great place to do research and do some useful reading ... especially your house is not so condusive ... = )

I tend to laze around at home or in my room to be precise ... maybe is too cosy to sleep or just too many thingy to occupy me ... What about YOU guys ? do YOU feel the same way as i did ?

I kind of fell in love with the nice morning ... haha maybe i seldom see and feel the sun ... lol =p i should try going to beach next time and see if there are wireless connection there ... if have that will be great ....

Argh!! just as im saying about the wirelessSG thingy ... the connection give way on me ... idiot ...
Gotta work later in the evening ... I still love you God ... YOU are always my first LOVE ...

Jia you law ... =)

天煞孤星

yo ... Feng ... refer to your comments ... not so easy lar ... cos the cable got cut at near the machine there ... not enough wire to join back ... now the washing machine settle cos the bomb aka my dad "brought" another washing machine. Seriously speaking i dunno where he got it ...

Now my kitchen is like a rUbbish chute ... today better as i tell him to remove some ... wao the whole place got his stuff ... nvm ... block the rubbish bin ... how am i to throw my stuff ... so i have to collect my rubbish bin... just to throw when i leave the house ... ZzzZz... so you guys know how fortunate you guys are hor ... dun ask me why i have to work ... then never join you guys ...

IM LOOKING FOR A CHEAP ROOM .... IF HAVE LOBANG ... CALL ME OR SMS ME ... OR DROP ME A MAIL ...

Been slacking at home for the pass few days ... So i decide to install my old game ... Rome total war ... to play for awhile .... Not bad quite fun ... but i just feel like wasting my time ...
Actually wanted to go out ... go to the beach ... but nobody wanna go or i too lazy to ask people ...
Also feel like making a new pair of spec...

Exam finish lor ... life still goes on ....

Trading not very good for this week .... making another big mistake ... bad bad ...
I will not give up ... gonna give my best .... come back stronger next week

Human being tend to or only learn from mistake or failure ... cos ... what is to learn when you are successful and scoring As for your subject ?? ...

Izzit so important to score an A for a subject and not knowing the subject after a few weeks ?

天煞孤星 ... actually im just use to it ...

wao this few day super happening sia ... Happening thing will always happen when my exam is near ... haha ... MY washing machine power cable got cut by somebody .... maybe the angry tenant cut or my crazy dad go cut it ... zzz ... whoever cut it ought to be CUT ...

Sometime when i hear or see ppl complaining no time to study for their paper ... or even want to skip their test ... i feel like giving them a tight slap ... all they have to worry is their studies ...

For me ... i have to take care of my clothing, food, dad (for all sort of problem he give me), work and my study ... zzz i never even complain and blame anybody ...

Singaporean are so pamper that they dun know how fortunate they are ... for most of them their parent work so hard for them yet they complain ...

im not here to judge or say anything ... i just want them to know how fortunate they are ...

Yawn now i must find a way to wash my clothes ... hand wash or send to laundary that will further up my expenses ... zzz

crazy person at home ... talk to you nicely 1min ... shout at you the next ... wao power right ... haha ... zzz i havent been to church for 2mths ... hai ... insomia last night ...

just wake up ... due to some unpleasent stuff happen ... Im sorry for the agent that deal with my dad ... have to go through his nonsense ... how i wish they sue him and land him to jail .... just lock him up ... =)

the hardest people to deal with in this world is not gangster or mafia , not even the worst man in the world ... the hardest people to deal with is crazy (mentally unstable) + talk big ( boastfull) person.

As usual , when need money ... he will say till you feel so shoik ... once he got your money he will say till you like shit .... what a bomb at home ... =X

"if u make a show of going againt the times, flaunting your unconventional ideas & unorthodox ways, people will think that you only want attention & that u look down upon them. They will find a way to punish u for making them feel inferior. It is far safer to blend in & nurture the common touch. SHare your originality only with tolerant friends & those who r sure to appreciate your uniqueness!"

Happiness lies within our own heart and soul .... nobody can bring and give you happiness except you yourself ... like wise for sadness ...

quote of the day ...

Hmm... today i got a mix feeling ... waking up in noon ... heard my lousy dad voice ... ya first thing as you guys know is ask for money as i have say in previous post ...

He ask me go die ... ask me get out of the house ... well as usual ... me as myself stay calm and dun get a heated argument with a crazy person ... stay cool and stable ... after awhile when he cool down ... i just leave the house and went for my dinner ... and also treat myself to a nice movie ...

i went to watch 300 ... sparta ... Spartarian law -- No Retreat!!! No Surrender!!! DIE FOR GLORY!!!

As i ponder ... after getting a shout from your dad ... a normal person reaction will be shout back and also feel lousy , bad day ....

then for me ... after going through so many thing ... i learn to listen and forget it ... but sometime is hard also ... as i will keep on thinking and thinking ... and i will fall into the self blaming cycle and my face will turn black ....

Happiness and the state of mind is created by ourself ... you can be still happy even when ppl insult you ... as long as you keep ur mind and brain in a positive state ... be positive ... no points thinking about it ... as nothing will change ....

oh ya im looking for a cheap room ... budget btw 100 - 150 ... if you guys have lobang ... give me a call .... thank you = )

no love life for me ... dun wanna and hope for something that will bother me even more ... have to get out of my family mess first ... yeah i yearn to have a partner ... i mean a girl to love ... but ... also when i want to have something ... i always acted very fast ...

just finish the chinese novel ... what is mine will always be mine ... no point trying too hard ...

yawn ... everytime when im going to have exam ... something at home will pop up ...

Kenna scold for being useless and want me to leave the house ... just because i never give him 350bucks ... well done .... i will go ... sooner than he can imagine .... once i have 1k saving ... i will say bye bye to him forever .... waste my time and effort ....

i rather people say im a bad son ... i dun care ... would you care for such a lousy dad ? always ask for money ... chase ppl out of the house for no reason ... btw i never taken a single cent from him since sec 4 ...

Sometime ask for a few dollars no problem can give ... close 1 eye ... from bad to worst ... ask for so much money .... and the worst part is he find himself into this deep shit ... chase the tenant out of the house so he have to pay them money ... no money nvm ... who to find ... ME lar ....

I really wonder am i his money machine ? i really wonder is he my dad ... i really wonder ....

Alway give me problems ...

give me problems nvm ... still scold me for like my fault ...

Sometime when i see other people ... i feel abit sad that they have such a good daddy yet they dunno how to appreciate ...

life still goes on ... time bomb going to activate soon ...

feeling abit disappointed... she never read her mail ... so i guess tmr will be a library ro swimming day for me ... have to study for monday paper too ... guess i should not have expected much ... anyway ... i dun expect much too ...

No doubt for me is to keep learning stuff to build my contacts and also to improve on my trading skill ... follow my own set of rules and i wont be regreting ...

just to let you guys know ... i have make 1k for this week alone ... =) ... if i can keep on making 1k in a week very consistantly ... i will be a full time option trader =) at the rate im going ... my first millon will come sonner than i will targeted and my dream house will no longer be a dream after all ...

God i still love you ... sorry that i have kind of put you aside ... pls forgive me of my mia and disobedience ...

lastly i want to wish all of you having a good weekend ...
hope to make more friend ... not just through nets ... also real person ... talking and interacting ...

WE NEED MORE HUMAN TOUCH ....

hello ... today i finally make a bold move ... keeping my finger xross that i wont get a rejection... i just like that way you are ... hopefully i can get to know more of you as a friend ... life is good ... everyday is a learning day for me ...

oh ya yesterday i went for a swim ... cool sia ... so long nv swim le ... feel so nice to back into the pool again ... too bad i cant enjoy the sun after my swim as granpa sun went to bed so early ... zzz
exam coming soon ... on this coming mon ... i have to go mugging ...

recently been reading a chinese novel ... very nice ... ya im back to reading chinese novel hehe ... the title of this book is Only loving you online ... A very nice book ... i havent finish yet ... hehe will tell you guys more about this book once i have finish it....

I have been doing quite well for my option trading ... been making money consistently ... so ya one step closer to my dream ... =)

socks all the best for ya pbf ... nth to say to Fio ... abit disappointed ... respect your decision =)

hello ... today is a good good day ... why izzit good ? because i just make another record earning ... hehe ... oh ya btw i just setup my trading blog ... so those who are interested in what stock im trading or how well or bad i fare ... you guys can check this out ... http://otakalawoo.blogspot.com ... keke oh ya just washed my load and tonnes of clothes yesterday ... zzz ... so tiring ... haha .. but okay lar ...

looking forward to sat... and hopefully my plan for this week will happen ... oh ya today i say a wrong word ... ZzzZzz and offenced somebody ... i have to watch my words ... sometime you dun mean what you say or even is not your point ... but people will interprete wrongly of your meaning ... and you may give the wrong impression ... thus i think to have an open mind with open conversation is so so so important ...

make your point clear and clarify with the person that you converse with ...

before i go watch my soccer match ... i just want to say ... all the best to those who are still having their exam ... = )

bored!!! Finally left with 2 more exams to go ... No school = More Works .... i just realize that i still have tons of clothes havent wash ........ zzZzZzzz somebody help me wash pls .... working soon .... cya ... run off

ohayio !!! Never sleep for another day again ... ZzZz ... ROar!!! I want to get out of jail .... will tiger eat their own cub ... ? will papa kill son ?

hmm... recently the paper publish an interesting article about the open affection of teenagers in school uniform at public. I notice that alot of teens already tasted sex even when they are only 14 yrs old ... Im very worried about this trend ... where is the true love that without the sexual intimedation ... ture love is without sexual pleasure ... Young as a teens ... When their sexual desire are the strongest will always make mistake that they will regret...

I dont disagree relationship between young teens ... They just need to know that they like each not only because of the sexual ... is because of the talent , characteristic and interest ...

As i always say .... having a best friend is like having a girl/boy friend ...

Will your papa ask you for money ??

Will your papa so selfish that he only think of himself ??

Will your papa Shout at you when you tell him nicely ... ??

Am i his money tree ?? How long should I endure his nonsense ..??

How i wish to free from him forever ....

the day will come soon ....

today is a nice day to sleep ... well before i go to bed ... i decide to come here to blog ... As usual when i get home from work ... i check out the stock market ... and guess what ... i make a huge lost in making some stupid mistakes ... what a painful lesson ... 3 weeks of hard work gone to waste ...
so i decide not to trade today ... then i go to friendster to disturb people ... haha ...

When i shop around and jump around ... i jump right into socks profile ... haha saw her comment box ... wao now so many people began to write in the comment box ... sad ... no longer will rights ... and ya saw a friend writing her a comment ... let call her friend "E" ... haha

when i saw the comment by E ... i was amuse and shock at the same time ... hmm what did socks tell her ?? how will yu think about me zzzz ... and what do E know about ... lol ... and why beside my name have -_-" ... zzzz

shall go to sleep now ...