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State of mind ...
Have you wonder ....
- what kind of state you in when you are studying ...
- what kind of state you in when you are working ...
- what kind of state you in when you are stressful ... happy ... horny and etc ...

Different feeling , thoughts , action, gestures trigger different state of mind...

Ever wonder how you can BE happy even though you are sad ....

well let me share a personal experience to you ...

During my childhood day ... i had a terrible fall from the monkey bar and as a result i broke my arm ... This incident had a deep impact on me as it leave me a scar ... Thus i dare of play monkey bar again ... Well many of you out there might think that it wont be a great effect to me as monkey bar is just an obstacle that will not hinder my growth ... yup i think of that too ...

What go around come around ... The day that i face monkey bar again is after 13years later ... when im enlisted for army ... Whenever i face the monkey bar ... i feel week, scare, and it seem to be a huge obstacles for me ... So i form a state of mind that keep saying i cant handle the monkey bar ... keep on giving excuses...

one day i decide enough is enough ... so i tell myself i have to conquer the monkey bar ... so whenever i face the monkey bar ... i will do a certain "action" to pychic myself that i can do it ... and true enough ... after 3 mths of hard training which include improve on my grip power and muscle strength... finally i manage to clear the monkey bar ...

Our state of mind is a very powerful tool that will unlock your potenial and shift your state of mind that you can be something like a superMAN/Women ...

Hope my story can inspire you to control your state of mind

My Dad

This post is for him ... My Dad

Have you ever get insulted by your dad ?
Have you ever get scolded by your dad for no reason ?

My dad ... He is a big devil ... I guess you guys think im speaking rubbish ...
He is a very good actor ... can change face very fast ...

1 min angel to you ... the next min change face ...

The only time he is angel to you is when he is in good mood or ... he need money from me ...

He become devil when i dun follow his plan / his nonsense ... example when he knock my door .. he demand immediate reaction ... i just say wait and going to open the door ... he already shouting at me ... He ask me to move such a heavy stuff like refrigerator and when im thinking how to move it and help him to move ... he shouted at me ... say i stupid dunno how to move blah blah blah ...

Cool right to have such a Dad ...

He did not give me a single cent since after sec 4 ...
Even when in sec 3 - sec 4 ... he dun really give ....

The best ever tactics that he ever use and still using is ...
Borrow small sum of money bit by bit from me ...
Then ask me to record down ...
When he return me the money ...
The next day he will and most likely he will borrow money from me again ...

SO WHAT THE POINT OF RETURNING ME MONEY ? GEEzz

and if you dun lend him money ...

HE will bloody curse and scold ME ...

He IS a very demanding person ... want people to follow his way ...

JUST because im his son ... dosent mean i have to obey him 100% ... IDIOTIC

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Well lucky for me now i know how to control my emotion ... just let it be ... 1 ear in 1 ear out ...

Happiness is a state of mind that can be control by you ...

Sometimes i wonder am i like Him ... I do feel have a little like him ... especially the "hao Lian" which i use to be ... and im quite of a perfectionist or have my own style or you can say expectation when im in charge of certain thing ...

Yup ... I dun want to be like him aka bomb ...

Demand high expectation in work is good ...
but Not everybody is the same as me ... as some people are not as capable in term of certain works ... therefore ... people management come into play ... be patient, gentle, and treat different people accordingly to their style ...

=) happy always ...