nice view in taiwan

wee... today get to go outfield again ... see lotsa oninon farm .. wao alot lor ... tml i shall bring my toy toy camera .. haha... went to the top of a mountain to do sentry... wow the view up there is really fanstastic ... nth can describe it .. . simple wonderful...

oh ya i make a new friend today... haha cos we 2 r together doing the sentry... he is a AI ... haha ... He is a christian ... and a BB too...wow we talk for the whole monring about OCS , God , christian stuff, BB and lotsa thing... He is a young christian .. well im young too haha... very enthu in God words.. yeah ... He is from Presbyterian Church ... hehe he is a guy that cannot stop doing smthing haha... keep on moving moving ... hehe ... like monkey... oops!!

hehe... went to 7-11 also ... haha brought coke for 25 buck ... keke inside very cool lor ... they got sell herbel egg ...wee...

today i sunburn abit lor .... but dun feel hot ... haha wierd sia... k lar ... hmm... pray for Jay k...

Love you ...

if i can turn back time

Time ... wont wait for you...
If i can turn back time ...
I will just remain the same ... as friend ...
Dat time everything is so nice
we are so happy ... now we r like stranger ...
why cant a broken couple be best friends?

i know i should not say you ... i dun even have the right to say you ... i hope i wont say you also... guess i still care for you ... why should i ... i dunnoe... friz like last time is so nice ... when i tease you ... even say you ... you also very happy ... but just a yr later ... everything change ... hai~ ... i change too... i guess im just not the type you like ... i guess you feel very disappoint to know me in deep bah ...

God please help me ... should i still be with friend with her?
thinking thinking ... i trying very hard ...

another food i tasted

Wee... the weather still very cooling duh! ... wad can you expect!! haha to change in a few days time ... bleahx... hey today i tried ... 2 new food ... one is hmm... taiwan carrot cake ... wow not bad sia ... only $1.5 very cheap right and very nice..
haha ... 2 food i tried will be a bread kind of thingy ... with meat and onion and with egg ... woo so nice ... delicious haha ... dun drop your saliva yo haha ... anyway it cost on another $1.5...

So sad that all my friends including me fall into the trap of relationship ... really hope God will open up thei eyes just as the same as He open up my eyes ... Hope that God will also give them peace and comfort them and also heal them from their broken heart... thank you God

Madly in love with You ...

weee

wow today the weather is super duper cold... im gooing to freeze to death soon... wee... today finish 2 books le ... so cool man ... finally finish the christian book... it really open up my eyes ... hehe...

aiya ... why are you angry with losing to her ... i still dun understand... if you can just look ahead of you ... you will be having more fun... will have peace and joy... dun you think by wanting to win her ... you cant move forward?? you guys r friend you noe ... i really hope that you will be okay ...

well... people tend to take time... human nature are wicked ... so do i ... we cant change our habbit w/o God Help... you need to open up to Him... only He can change people life... i really know how you feel... u just close urself totally... just try to listen to people with an open mind ... ya ...

Hope that you will be happy soon... hehe :P

....

i just like to say sorry ... argh... hmm... hope you understand ... i really dont have any motives .. why should i ?? hmm... even you like me now .... i also dun want to get into r/s ... cos i have to right in God eye first... i have to get rid of my bad habbit ... yup... make myself clean and prepare myself for my future wife.. just as she prepare for me..

hmm... well... seriously im very happy that God pull me out of this r/s thingy... kind of think back ... i really waste my time and your time just to be together ... we can be good friz ... and meet each other too... to praise God and worship Him...

wee... hmm... hope dat everybody will be fine .... really hope that you will be fine too... friend forever ... hehe...

God's love

God is so wonderful ... I just sad that so many people reject Him even when He came down to Earth to recue our sin... He so great and almighty that He really come down for us ... wow ... so wonderful and good right ... hehe ... im so grateful that I have found His love...

i have a great time in taiwan ... going to finish 2 christian books... really thanks God that He give me time to read His word and really grow in Him... From reading His words, i really grow up... just give Him all your life and He will take care of yours... who know better than you ... is none other than the creator , Lord Jesus Christ...

i read another book ... it say about why people give excuses to reject God ... it so sad to read that book... human being r evil by nature ... cos we r sinner... i really want to thank Him that he wash away my sin and i can be able to go to heaven...

now i just want to do things to please God ... be the person that He want me to be...
i really feel peace and love now ... cos God is the greater lover...

Love you God

taiwan

hehe hey everybody... taiwan weather is so so so nice ... so cooling ... hmm... today i have tian bu la ... quite nice... dunno what is the ingredient keke... guess is some meat and flour bah...

anyway ... i have adjusted to the lifestyle here ... everything is okay ... really peaceful here... Been reading alot of books lately ... im glad that i have found peace and happiness thru God words... He really care and love me...

Today do nth but just slp slp and read book hehe .. see ya gtg now byebye

taiwan day 1

Hey yeah!!! so far so good in taiwan... the weather is very nice ... everything okay ... miss you guys in singapore ... miss church ... hmm... miss somebody also ... but well fine ...

im at Wang Ka now haha ... internet cafe just opp my camp... actually inside the camp also have... been trying very hard to figure out of how to use the com cos the word that key in is min nang yu... haha ... so i go change the lang... and cos me 10 min... sob sob... wee...

today nothing much to do ... after touch down from airport ... took a 2hrs ride to the camp... ya the flight is fantastic .... got harry potter show lor ... but well i play game ... keke

hope to be back soon and see everything be better ... everything back to noraml again... everybody living happily ... hehe = ) all the best ... i still left 3 min.. k lar talk too much le ... byebye

My memories

i just read through our memories... it started out of boredem... it all becos of me... 10mths seem to be a long long journey...

on 24th of may -- first time you let me see our memories... that is the day that you wanna break with me... ya ... dat is not you want to break but becos of some reason ya... As i read through again today... i just find that what you say is only apply to that day that time 24th of May... i really dont want to doubt your love and feeling for me ... but can i ?? as you once quoted --

"My feelings for you won't change"
"I really do love you... pls dun doubt my love for you"

It really make me ponder ... you sure that your feeling wont change?? hmm... it is really true that when you like somebody... wadever the person say to you will be like honey ... you will just follow your feeling blindly and make empty promisses...
One thing for sure that wont change is God's Love...

new r/s will be better than the old r/s?? ...
new r/s your feeling will die down mah?? will you still make empty promiss??
if old r/s can be rekindle so can new r/s if not ...

what really will last is the friendship as it wont change becos you accept the person as he/she is...

i always tell myself... to be able to love ppl, first i have to love God, myself and my family... if i cant love them ... den i wont be able to love people around me...

Why do we have so many problem about r/s?? what is the solution to it?? well... after much hurt and serching... i found the answer... the answer is Bible...
Bible is the greatest love letter, love poem, love instruction that God has ever written... i really hope that not only you... but the youth can be able to see the light rather than indulge in r/s... i am telling myself too... hope that everybody will be fine...

feeling is just a period thing ... but if you keep on thinking about it the feeling will naturely grow as you bulid up the feeling ...

devil works 24/7 dyas--- so beware

Love is patient , Love is kind ...

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Thinking

Thinking thinking of somebody ...
I dont think i can able to forget you ...
Thinking of you ...
another word is miss you ...
i really miss you...
miss your smile ...
miss your msg ...
miss your voice ...
i really miss you ...

Wonder how you feel now...
Wonder how you are doing ...
Wonder wonder wonder ...

CAn i still care for you??
Can i still be with you??
Can i still still still ...

If time ever stop
If time ever turn anti clockwise
I will want the time to stop at the happiest moment with you ...

evol ay OOO

God's Love

Lawrence - Victor ...

But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our LORD Jesus Christ
1 Corinthians 15:57

Belove -- how i wish you r my beloved ...
Hmm... somebody quote
"if you love her, just let her have what she wishes for..."
"Human sense of romantic love is selfish"

yeah i really blessed that i have a good bunch of church friends supporting me... really thank you...

God i love you...

Today went to watch a movie with my army friend after sending my kit bag in OCS... Have a wonderful time laughing at it... the show is quite touching too... yeah so do catch it if you r feeling down ... have a laugh at it bah =)

just a Thought

STop being a parent!!... i should just stop nagging ... i should not lecture ppl ... but why am i doing this to ppl ?? becos i care for dat person... even if i got scolded ... even if you hate me ... now i really understand why parent scold and get hurt in the end ... is so hard... is so hard...

Hmm... im sorry dat i keep on saying you... i guess my kindness put in the wrong time and wrong place ...

i will be your habour ...
A place for you to relax...
a place to cry...
a place to spill out your unhappiness...
i will be your habour...

My Feeling

My feeling now is just like this song ... i wonder guang liang did he experince as me ... i guess so bah ... if not how can he be able to wrote this piece and it lyric...

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Thanks God

Thank God that i have a wonderful time at ECP yesterday ... i never get recall back to the camp... Trust in God in wadever thing you do ... He will take care of everything... i guess i just have to let everything go ... ya. Hmm.... Do what God want me to do ....

when i see you ... my heart go crazy... i keep on telling myself dont let devil influence me ... i have to be calm... i have to do the right thing... make the right decision... argh.... i feel so crazy now ... if i do something, it may turn out to be bad ... so i think i just dunt do anything ... i dunno...

plssss no E - MOB

oh ya ... plsZZzzz no Emob for me ... hey i dunno why lar ... i guess this blog is my letting out place ... but i really mean wad i mean at that time ... im serious lor ... k lar .. i know i cant really aspect more from you le ... ya im evil lor ... sigh!!... age gap really so critical meh ... yawn i think so bah to some of them ... hmm... i really looking forward to see you ... im really looking forward for tml ECP outing ... hope we will have a nice day ... ya .. fellowship together ... hmm.. i really hope somebody will happen to see my blog ... hope she will know the truth me ... im not dat type of guy who will want to detroy my love one ... and i really hope the best for her ... im may seem to be flirt but im not ...

guess if im your shoes i will also doubt me ... pls give me a chance to prove myself to you ...
= )

sigh!!

seem that i really cant be with you ... anyway you seem very distant to me le ... you seem to aviod me ... you seem to rnu away from me ... i dun even think you r my friz le ... maybe just a passaby... hi bye that kind of friends... whatever i go you will get scolded... argh!! why!! ... and really you seem to be happier without me ... i really dunno why your parent dont like me ... even sms also cannot ... am i a evil guy ?? am i dat bad?? did i lead you to evilness ?? hmm... sigh!! wadever i did to you only you and God know ... i think nobody knows ... nvm lar ... yawn ... im just contend to see you happy ...

if you happen and dare to see this posting ... im really glad about it ... it seem that we can only be underground friz... ahah ... first time sia gt underground friz... =...(

spooky

some lady/ gal call me this afternoon ... say did i lost any of my hp... im like i toking to you with my hp now right ... haha ... then she say ... she found a hp and it say the owner is me hp... dat very weird lor ... anyway she is from NUS...

hmm.. you bad bad ... never see my blog ... go see other first den mine ... but aiya nvm ... i cant do anything also ... you happy can le ... buai buai lar ...

just hope you are happy

i have nth to wish for le ... i know nth can bring you back to me unless God's power ... i dun want you to be sad too ... now i just hope that you will lead an happy life ... = ) do well for your study ... yeah!!! ... it just so simple now ... i guess i can also concentrate on my dream ... to be a bussiness man and to retire at age 45 ... i guess if we r meant to be together we will eventually be together = ) ...

ya i really grow up le ... oh ya ... jogging is fun ... and gym too ... it feel so good after the session... is time to develop my knowledge and strength... ya i have to be intependent!!! To make people happy is always part of my philosophy...

i will still pray for you ... wisdom and cash for shopping right ... hehe ... cash go earn yourself lar ... haha = P dun be to lazy yo...

bleeding

my heart just keep bleeding when i recieve your msg ... it seem so fake .... it really the end of our journey... it seem like all you have say is fake fake fake... all your promiss and your words are fake... in a few days only ... im from bf to cf to f.... what i have done to deserve this ... i feel really cheated... still say will think till b4 my trip... is all rubbish ... what have you treat me as... a piece of shit ... i felt that im just a subsitute of somebody ... i still cant understand why i deserve this ... never get to sit with you in church ... even your Ex did it .... argh.... feel like dieing ... everything seem to be FAKE..

im so so sad.... and i so stupid to cry for you ... ARGH!!! always give me false hope ... why do you like me in the first place ... nv even do somthing for me .... actually im looking forward to our one yr ani ... but but ... why ... i prepare so many for you ... i even prepare to stay in singapore to study ... i even wanna study econ so to help you ... dont you feel anything ?? do i look like a fool to you ?? hey ans me!! USE ME AND THROW AWAY ME!! hey im not a toy okay .... do you know im thinking of buying you mp3 player ... sigh i guess you dunno... did you know i care for you so much that i sacrify alot of my precious thing ??

i guess you dont know!!! never even apreciate what i have done for you ... Grrr... ARgh!!! the worst thing is being with you make me look like a cheater to alot of my friz ... say i bluff xiao mei mei ... guess you dunno i take alot of stress also ... even my parent say we wont be together but i still tell them we will... im really love you that i just willing to die for you .... but i guess it all not worth it ... all so stupid... i should not even have started .... grr... sob sob sob how i wish im at other country now ...

the most tupid thing is i still cant forget you ... i still think of you ... when i close my eyes i will see you ... even when i slp i see you in my dream... ARGH!!!!..... i still worried abt you ...

what should i do ?? i tried alot of thing just not to think of you ... but but i guess is hard becos i really true from my heart i love you ... is not just feeling but also the commitment ....
Suess you wont feel that way ... cos im just like a stopgap and a subsitute...
sigh!!

oh w r u ??

hey where are you ?? hmm... never see you and hear you ...
hmm... feeling from heart is not a good thing ... i just read it from a book... it say feeling from heart will always decieve you ... listen to your holy spirit... sometime it mean gut feeling ...

Xian life without you is meaningless... so so so sian... i dun mind qurrel with you lor ... sigh!!! i guess without me you will have a better life bah... when i close my eyes ... i saw you ...

i stare at my hp ... waiting for response ... but nth happen... i wannted to activate the hp... but i scare that you will be sad and stress... how r you ?? i have alot of things to tell you...

somebody quoted --- love can be maintain and rekindle ... i do not want to end this r/s ... i really hope that you still treasure these words...

missing somebody

My hp very quite today and yesterday night... it seem like dead... everytime i will look at my hp and wait wait wait ... something is missing... i dunnoe how you feel ... maybe you feel the same... i dare not msg you ... i scare dat you will get hurt becos of me ... i really miss you... i guess when is time for you to come back you will be back...

i read a book - when godly people do ungodly thing...
quite sad that im guilty of it too ... need to be on guard against the devil all time... now is the age of seductiion ... be it sexual, money, power and others...
sexual is the favourite of all sin that devil like... cos it will destroy the temple of God which is your body...

passion without knowledge is useless
knowledge without passion is useless too
must have passion and knowledge for God...

all the best for you gal...
hope you will enjoy your short holiday...
evol ay

Day 7 - last day

Today is Lord day ... is also my day 7 ... i guess it will be the last day too...

Go spread the gospel and have a desire for the unsave soul ...
i want to thanks God that He has give me an extra 200 bucks ... dat i thought i wont be able to get it due to some reason ...
Trust in the Lord ... He will provide things for you ...

i guess i will leave my r/s thingy to God ...
i hope you will do the same thing also ...
i really dunno why your parent and sis dont like me ... really dunno ...
well... i hope one day they will see the real me ...
i wish you all the best in your study and life ...
ya my promiss to you will still stand ...
my feeling for you will still be there ...

i leant alot of things during the whole journey --- esp during these 7 days ... it really make me to ponder about r/s ... about the true meaning of love ...

Love is not just about the feeling ...
Love is all about commitment ...
without commitment there is no love ... im not saying about r/s only ... even close friend love need commitment ...
you need to commit to maintian r/s be it close friend/ BGR / Family ...

I also found out that human being like being praise and aprreciate...
it take 2 hands to clap...
Well i guess evey fall will have a lesson learn ...

i really still hope that you will fly back one day ...
i guess you r my truely first love ... (God first) hehe
= )

Here is my new toy... just brought it today ... for just 99 yo... hope it will last long cos i have bad experince with creative...

Day 6

Everything seem to be ...
i just have to accept it ...
just be a mr nice guy ...
just be myself ...

yeah jogging is fun ...
take away all my stress ...
take away all my troubles ...
take away all my worry ...
take away all my sadness ...
take away my FATS too ...
yeah jogging is fun ...

what done cannot be undone...
i just have to let her fly...
let her fly to her paradise...
when you are tired...
you can always fly back...
i will be waiting for you...
i guess that is my character...
im a perfectionist in a way...

God will make a way
when there seem no way
hope that He will guide me through ...

all the best for you ...
fly as high as you wish ...
happy forever...

day 6

cF vs bF

hmm... i guess to you cF mean no commitment bah ... and you dun want to have physical part ... but you still treat me like bF ... just that without the physical touch and commitment ... well is all about social term ...

even if we r still cF i still treat you as my gF ... i can live without the phy touch ... really... i think that is really what God want ... ya to me it is just a term ... well we can be gf/bf without phy touch de... really ... even without holding hand ... what is really matter is the heart for each other... and as in commitment ... well i guess i know you too well that now is a really burden to you ... take it slowly bah ...

i suggest why not we call ourself cbf/cgf gaga c = close/church ya ...
unless you got another guy ... i mean the social term bf ... den i will wait for you ...
well i guess cbf/cgf mean we r still attach in another way bah ... to me is yup...

i really hope that this will work well = )

DAy5

this morning i went to extend my passport ... im going to taiwan soon le ... i dunnoe is good or bad... i guess i have to leave singapore for a while ... i guess most likely i need to heal my soul and heart... hey accept the fact and dun be too sad ... what gone is already gone... wake up wake up ...

My girl and I ... where is my girl ?? where are you ?? even the net want to fool me ... im feel like im a fool... lucky i never put in much hope about it ... well ... things started badly ... and ya i guess she just want to make me happy abit ... so she did something for me... im so happy ... if not i dunno how am i going to spend my evening ...

things seem to be the same ... nothing will ever change her mind... she just dont want to be responsible for anything ... she maybe selfish ... but i guess nobody is at fault ... anyway once i know her and accept her ... i guess i just have to wait ... patiencely wait for her ... for her heart to go back to me one day or her heart to another person ...

dont take to long to say i love you too the one you love
cos time has a habbit of slipping away
im on a clear blue sky when lighting strike on the sunny day
just take me in from keep me from the rain
and the words dat seem so hard to say
come out when you gone away
stay a little while hear me say ...

dat i want you here tonight
and i need you by side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment with you...

turn away dat say goodbye with each and every words that passaby like a distance memory
and time keep slipping away
and time will turn a grey
and time will be the one who hold you down
and the words dat seem so hard to say
come out when you gone away
stay a little while hear me say ...

dat i want you here tonight
and i need you by side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment
dat i want you here tonight
and i need you by side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment with you...

sometime time will treat you bad
before even you know what's wrong
and in the end it hit you hard
please tell me you be strong

sometime time will treat you bad
before even you know what's wrong
and in the end it hit you hard
please tell me you be strong

ya to be strong...

ooh..Argh!!

Wee this evening i done something really crazy ... ya crazy ... well guess what izzit haha ... sorry not SEX!!! is something better and adrealine than it ... haahaa k lar ... i went for a jog.. Running hor .. hehe so cool man!!! ... workout my body brain and soul ... it is so relieve and relax ... kind of fell in love with it...

oh yeah!!.. being intro to a band(Ronin) by miss brownieHAmHam ... oh well my first impression was oh ... ust be a rocker with lotsa jamming song... What an Atrocious ablum cover.. $ $ cover a gal i guess ... ya ya the P parts... STart with N end with E... hmm... to my surprise the song not dat bad ... ya quite nice ... no foul language and evil tune ... nice song - one more moment & memories... well i hope one more moment is the song dat you you ya is you dat wanna send me some msg... ya if it is true den im so happy ... = ) ... or am i thinking too much... i guess just let the nature take it course bah...

Day4- miss more you as the day go by ...
Certain thing is missing in my life...
I feel so lost... i hope we will have one more moment...
moment that will never end!!!

Day 3

Am i the reason for you to smile ??

i hope so too... very happy to see you smile again... really hope that everything go well... miss you very much... so close yet so far apart...

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2 day

i guess dat is really the end ... END END ... the End

why do couple only goes through good time but not bad time ... now i know why marriage is so so important ... becos that is a convenant to keep the couple together ... provided you uphold it... too bad a so call relationship treated so likely ... well... marriage nowaday also treated likely ... what can i say ...

yeah i guess only closed friend will be a good couple ... later on when during marriage... kiss dating goodbye ...

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hope that this entry will be a new start ... waiting for an answer ... i believe if we past this tough time we will be better ... i really wish that you wont be so stressful ... your dad will be fine too ... stress will make a person grow stronger ... got ppl support me sia ... and that guy ya is a guy support me sia ... hmm... hmm...

miss you

wo si nian le ....

hmm... appear to be strong ... loneliness started to creep in when the night came ... cant slp cant do anything... my heart become numb... no feeling at all... a few days ago everything seem to be fine ... i told my bf that ya we r still going strong ... and wad happen now... i guess God want me to learn somthing ... yeah Thanks God... i hope that not the end of us ... i hope is the begining ... you are the one that i really put my heart in ... it break my heart when i heard that im not in your pic anymore ... well... that life... everything will come to an end ... without end there wont be a start ... i really treasure the time that im with you ... believe me i will be back again in a different way ... i gonna prove that my love to you is real ... can be tested ... i wont give up so easily ... unless you give up on me ... i think close friz not a bad thing too ... you know why ?? dont tell you ... haha ... im listening to stella feng shou di 7 tian ... now i can really feel the lyrics le ... will send to you this coming sunday ... hope to see you soon ... be strong ... all the best ...

feng shou day 1