Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Just feel like Blogging

Hi to whoever reading my post. I have been struggling with the thoughts of quitting school. I know that alot of people will be kicking me saying that im stupid. Waste money waste time and just want to quit now. The people that i will really disappoint is my mum and the person who come out with the money. I have analyse the situation and i know that i have to be successful in doing the stuff im doing if i quit school.

Will a university degree give you a better life ?

I have to make alot of major decision in my life. This is another major decision that i have to make. Well it may seem to be a bad decision if i quit school, and alot of my pass decision seem to be bad too, at least in people eyes. In the end, most of my decision turn out to be a wise decision. I really want to thanks God from keeping an eye on me. I also really want to thank those people who keep on support me especially dillon and his family.

I have been learning alot through trading. I know that most of the singaporean will not know what is a trader does. Trading term as a dangerous job or even speculator. Is that really the case? Trader is a job and always been a difficult job. Through the exposure of trading, i get to know profitable trader.

Well i want to be a trader and a businessman. This is where my passion lies. I want to be financial free and independent. Life is full of uncertainty.

You never know what is right or what is wrong till the day you make a decision. Wish me good luck and i will be back to post again. See ya guys .

I never celebrate my birthday this year. I mean i never recieve any present. Im 23 this year, i really have to plan and make a career.

Monday, August 20, 2007

Mix feeling

What is a real education ? Why do people study ?

I have been pondering about the objective of my pursue of degree. Yesh i just want to get a degree as fast as possible . A degree means that you are above there. You are somebody as term by the society.

What is the purpose of studying something that you wont be making use of it next time ?
What is the purpose of studying something that you have no passion about it ?

What keep me going on in this education ?

Seriously if not for the money that i already spend for like 12k, i think i will just put aside my study and do or study stuff that really interest me.

Why spend time on something that you wont go farther on it ?

Today im suppose to finish up one of my assignment. I really dun have the mood or push to do it or even start it. I will really disappoint my mum if i just quit studying.

Argh!! i really have no choice but to keep on pressing on it.

As the time tickle, my mind wonder , my soul float ...

Monday, August 13, 2007

Im a happy man

Hello. Im a happy man nowaday. My business has been doing well and going strong. My internet business already generate $250 less than a months and still growing. My trading has been doing well too with about 50US buck a day since i started last week. My salary in my workplace has been increasing as the day passerby.

Hope you guys also doing as well as me. My dream of becoming a millonaire is not far away... getting nearer and nearer as the day passerby. =)

Sunday, July 22, 2007

im in a fix

I hate this feeling ... komochi in jap.... Actually i dunno what is wrong with me nowadays... if i dun have target is better than i have target. i guess maybe i think too much ... A guy ask a girl out is very normal right... i still like the way we talk and chit chat during work. I just give myself problem .... yawn ... i have to change my state and let the nature take it course.

Relationship so troublesome ... if it is as simple as abc ... i wonder that will be so wonderful... and alot of people will have no trouble about it.

No Action = 0%
Action = 100% or -100%

yawn ...

Friday, July 20, 2007

I dun understand girl

Just feeling abit lousy!!! I need to be focus and do not think of girls. Whenever i think i will have chance, i will be disappointed. I need to be patient and also focus on the job. I have to work and reach my target and my dream. Change my state!!!

Work Work Work !!! and also Exercise Exercise Exercise !!! and also Study Study Study !!!

no girl no girl no girl no girl ... BLAH!!!

This is my ranting blog ...

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Girls are complicated creature

hello ... long time never update on this blog ... my blog... that mean is a good thing because whenever i start blogging here mean im not happy with who and who... another words mean im fustrated or unhappy...

well this post is none of that matter. This post is regarding a girl. A girl that i know for just a couple of weeks. This is a girl who know how to manipulate guy especially the "boy". This girl know how to capture the weakness of guy and make use of it for her own benefit.

Aw .. so couple of days ago. I was having a verbal war with this girl. Having a highly intelligent conversation with her. Well in the end i guess im the person who having more of a damage and i did to her. Oh well i do certainly enjoy the conversation, but that make me wonder that what a women she will be when she grow older ...

She might be a highly intelligent + overconfident girl... maybe i will relook again when i get to know her better. Well hopefully she wont be having influence her best friend to against me... keep my finger xcoss...

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Mon and Tues Trades

06/11/2007 O STC .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $9.20 $14.95 $1,825.02
06/11/2007 O BTO .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $8.70 $14.95 ($1,754.95) $70.07
Total Realized Gain for GOOG $70.07

5 min scalp on Goog ... now looking for another entry hehe =) they change too fast liao got fake 2 time if nt make more waha but nvm la 70 buck for 5min is good as i dun like to wait

06/11/2007 O STC .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 2 $7.30 $14.95 $1,445.02
06/11/2007 O BTO .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 2 $6.20 $14.95 ($1,249.97) $195.05
Total Realized Gain/Loss for GS $195.05

Wao all chiong GS lol ... i go in at ard 1030 - 1035 ... very nice. then when at around 1230++ i know im safe to let it run a while as it sit on a very good support line ... hehe profit take 2 contract first ... let 1 run ... target 230 ... okay shall go to slp and study FOR WED EXAM .... Wish me Good Luck

Happy Hunting Cya


06/12/2007 O STC .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $3.30 $14.95 $645.03
06/12/2007 O BTO .GOPFU - GOOG JUN 510 Call 2 $5.10 $14.95 ($1,034.95) -389.92

06/12/2007 O STC .GOPRU - GOOG JUN 510 Put 3 $7.80 $14.95 $2,325.01
06/12/2007 O BTO .GOPRU - GOOG JUN 510 Put 3 $5.90 $14.95 ($1,784.95) 540.06

Total Realized Gain/Loss for GOOG $150.14

GS
06/12/2007 O STC .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 1 $8.90 $14.95 $875.03
06/11/2007 O BTO .GPYGF - GS JUL 230 Call 1 $6.20 $14.95 ($624.98) $250.05
Total Realized Gain/Loss for GS $250.05

Total Realized Gain $400.19

WAO almost got heart attack ... WAoo ... GS as preplan from yesterday game ... it hit my target 230 and chiong till 231 ... take money first lor ... today is bear day dun play play hahaha ... then today i scalp Goog while taking a break from study...

Goog - alomost get caught up ... buy a call initially , cos all the indication is up ... so go in abit slow ... then contispate and dosent seem to go up due to the lousy NEWS ... so i sold off and BUT A PUT ... cos i saw it going to over turn ... true enough it free fall in 10 mins ... haha earn back everything ahhaa ... okay back to study ... spend 90 mins ... okay at least is all in plan

happy hunting BYEeee (intra5 dun fake ppl)

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Hey guys i will update the option trading platform either tommorrow or after my exam on friday. see you guys ...

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

starting of a new journey

well long time never blog about anything in my life ... it has been a hell of up and downs for me in the past few weeks ... there are more downs than up ... everything come out fine ... that why im here sitting on a comfortable chair typing on my laptop...

Im very grateful that God has provide my a nice home to stay ... big and spacious ... nice view overseaing a shopping center ... i have free internet acess too ... sponser by linksys ... haha ...

new journey ... new life ... new environment ... yeah ...

Sunday, April 15, 2007

IM looking FOR A ROOM TO RENT

Yo hi everybody ... im looking for a room to rent ... if you have any lobang pls contact me or send me a mail ... URGENT !!!

Monday, April 09, 2007

State of mind ...
Have you wonder ....
- what kind of state you in when you are studying ...
- what kind of state you in when you are working ...
- what kind of state you in when you are stressful ... happy ... horny and etc ...

Different feeling , thoughts , action, gestures trigger different state of mind...

Ever wonder how you can BE happy even though you are sad ....

well let me share a personal experience to you ...

During my childhood day ... i had a terrible fall from the monkey bar and as a result i broke my arm ... This incident had a deep impact on me as it leave me a scar ... Thus i dare of play monkey bar again ... Well many of you out there might think that it wont be a great effect to me as monkey bar is just an obstacle that will not hinder my growth ... yup i think of that too ...

What go around come around ... The day that i face monkey bar again is after 13years later ... when im enlisted for army ... Whenever i face the monkey bar ... i feel week, scare, and it seem to be a huge obstacles for me ... So i form a state of mind that keep saying i cant handle the monkey bar ... keep on giving excuses...

one day i decide enough is enough ... so i tell myself i have to conquer the monkey bar ... so whenever i face the monkey bar ... i will do a certain "action" to pychic myself that i can do it ... and true enough ... after 3 mths of hard training which include improve on my grip power and muscle strength... finally i manage to clear the monkey bar ...

Our state of mind is a very powerful tool that will unlock your potenial and shift your state of mind that you can be something like a superMAN/Women ...

Hope my story can inspire you to control your state of mind

Monday, April 02, 2007

My Dad

This post is for him ... My Dad

Have you ever get insulted by your dad ?
Have you ever get scolded by your dad for no reason ?

My dad ... He is a big devil ... I guess you guys think im speaking rubbish ...
He is a very good actor ... can change face very fast ...

1 min angel to you ... the next min change face ...

The only time he is angel to you is when he is in good mood or ... he need money from me ...

He become devil when i dun follow his plan / his nonsense ... example when he knock my door .. he demand immediate reaction ... i just say wait and going to open the door ... he already shouting at me ... He ask me to move such a heavy stuff like refrigerator and when im thinking how to move it and help him to move ... he shouted at me ... say i stupid dunno how to move blah blah blah ...

Cool right to have such a Dad ...

He did not give me a single cent since after sec 4 ...
Even when in sec 3 - sec 4 ... he dun really give ....

The best ever tactics that he ever use and still using is ...
Borrow small sum of money bit by bit from me ...
Then ask me to record down ...
When he return me the money ...
The next day he will and most likely he will borrow money from me again ...

SO WHAT THE POINT OF RETURNING ME MONEY ? GEEzz

and if you dun lend him money ...

HE will bloody curse and scold ME ...

He IS a very demanding person ... want people to follow his way ...

JUST because im his son ... dosent mean i have to obey him 100% ... IDIOTIC

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Well lucky for me now i know how to control my emotion ... just let it be ... 1 ear in 1 ear out ...

Happiness is a state of mind that can be control by you ...

Sometimes i wonder am i like Him ... I do feel have a little like him ... especially the "hao Lian" which i use to be ... and im quite of a perfectionist or have my own style or you can say expectation when im in charge of certain thing ...

Yup ... I dun want to be like him aka bomb ...

Demand high expectation in work is good ...
but Not everybody is the same as me ... as some people are not as capable in term of certain works ... therefore ... people management come into play ... be patient, gentle, and treat different people accordingly to their style ...

=) happy always ...

Saturday, March 31, 2007

hello ... i just came home ... well i saw the GIRL ... chey fake information... she is not 17 yrs old and not from np ... But guess what .... She is ard 20 and study at SIM ... RMIT ... so should be business course ... lol ... oh SHE has a boyfriend and the boyfriend seem nice ... but they dun stay together lar ... haha

hmm... She is quite cute and seem nice ... She is not petite so at least she can defend herself if necessary. well hopefully she wont get a shock out of her life ... and hope that the bomb wont explode ...

wish her all the best ...
I can sense something interesting things will happen soon ...
Oh ya she seem abit uncomfortable when she saw the house ... i wonder why she still want it haha... tmr her mum will come to my house to take a look ... wonder how she will react ... =X
Btw she is a malaysian ...

cya

Friday, March 30, 2007

oh seem like she will be coming later today or i think tml ... well of cos i wonder how she look like ? is she big size or small size ... she will be the 3 rd girls staying in the house till date ... last time use to have a sibling of 2 girls and a guy ... so actually is better cos at least they have their brother with them... but this POOR or BRAVE girl will have to stay in this "wonderful house" for at the very least 3mths or half a year ...

I really feel sorry for her ... pay money still have to suffer from the noise and other crazy thingy from the bomb ... hopefully the bomb dun blast ... THE MORE I THINK SHE IS ONLY 17 THE MORE I WORRY FOR HER ...

hope that she is those kind of tomboyish ... wao if she is those cute cute type ... or my kind type die lor ... haha keeping my finger Xcross
Yo im here to deliever some news ... i dunno whether is good or bad ... that is for you guys to decide bah ...

There will be a new tenant coming to my house to stay ... Guess what ? Is a SHE ... i heard she is only 17yrs old and will be studying at NP ... My first reaction is Oh!!! ... Welcome to hell ... How is she going or able to stand the nonsense of my dad ... I just wish her all the best ...

I really wonder and wonder ... hopefully if she really come to stay in my house ... my dad will tone down and dont mess out the thing .... and usually by this time of the year he will be quite stable ... haha ... the funny thingy is he tell me that he will be flying off to thailand for holiday once the new tenant come to stay in my house ... haha lol

Interesting lifestyle right ... =X

Recently i went to swim , gym and bladding ... quite fun ... im become abit dark lor ... hehe cool right ... become more handsome lor ... oh ya do visit my TRADING BLOG hor ... hehe alot of lesson learn from my trading .... anybody interested in trading just give me a msg or call me ... im willing to teach you guys FOR FREE ... first come first serve ... hehe

cya guys ... have a nice weekday and coming weekend ...

Saturday, March 24, 2007

大家好!! 第一次用华语表达我的心声 。。。 好想好想把不愉快的事都给吐出来。。。
Life is full of ups and downs ... just like the sea level will rise and fall ... everything is this world will have its up and down moment ... pick up yourself and move on with life ... shouldnt let the atmosphere deter you ... think of ways to overcome it and move on ...

Nothing cant be solve in this world ... dont keep on thinking about the unhappiness and thing that will make you unhappy ... cos the more you think about it ... the more you will become unhappy and the more you will get suck into the cycle of unhappiness state ...

A very good example is me ... If i keep on thinking about the bad stuff that happen to me ... i dun think i will be able to live till now ... if i dun move on when i recieved a D7 for my english o level ... i would not get a B4 for my retake paper ...

Failure and sadness is part of the process in life ... if you cant overcome and make use of that process ... life will be miserable for you ...

Remember ... happiness is within ourself ... No money can buy it ... Not even your spouse, friends or whoever can give you ...

ONLY YOU YOURSELF CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY !!!

Monday, March 19, 2007

yo today having a good breaksfast ... HOTCAKE ... hehe ... besides having a nice meal ... i learn more thingy about internet marketing ... so cool sia ... i starting to enjoy having the time alone to do my own stuff ... enjoy the atmosphere in mac ... king albert park ... also even in jurong east library ... Both are great place to do research and do some useful reading ... especially your house is not so condusive ... = )

I tend to laze around at home or in my room to be precise ... maybe is too cosy to sleep or just too many thingy to occupy me ... What about YOU guys ? do YOU feel the same way as i did ?

I kind of fell in love with the nice morning ... haha maybe i seldom see and feel the sun ... lol =p i should try going to beach next time and see if there are wireless connection there ... if have that will be great ....

Argh!! just as im saying about the wirelessSG thingy ... the connection give way on me ... idiot ...
Gotta work later in the evening ... I still love you God ... YOU are always my first LOVE ...

Jia you law ... =)

Sunday, March 18, 2007

天煞孤星

yo ... Feng ... refer to your comments ... not so easy lar ... cos the cable got cut at near the machine there ... not enough wire to join back ... now the washing machine settle cos the bomb aka my dad "brought" another washing machine. Seriously speaking i dunno where he got it ...

Now my kitchen is like a rUbbish chute ... today better as i tell him to remove some ... wao the whole place got his stuff ... nvm ... block the rubbish bin ... how am i to throw my stuff ... so i have to collect my rubbish bin... just to throw when i leave the house ... ZzzZz... so you guys know how fortunate you guys are hor ... dun ask me why i have to work ... then never join you guys ...

IM LOOKING FOR A CHEAP ROOM .... IF HAVE LOBANG ... CALL ME OR SMS ME ... OR DROP ME A MAIL ...

Been slacking at home for the pass few days ... So i decide to install my old game ... Rome total war ... to play for awhile .... Not bad quite fun ... but i just feel like wasting my time ...
Actually wanted to go out ... go to the beach ... but nobody wanna go or i too lazy to ask people ...
Also feel like making a new pair of spec...

Exam finish lor ... life still goes on ....

Trading not very good for this week .... making another big mistake ... bad bad ...
I will not give up ... gonna give my best .... come back stronger next week

Human being tend to or only learn from mistake or failure ... cos ... what is to learn when you are successful and scoring As for your subject ?? ...

Izzit so important to score an A for a subject and not knowing the subject after a few weeks ?

天煞孤星 ... actually im just use to it ...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

wao this few day super happening sia ... Happening thing will always happen when my exam is near ... haha ... MY washing machine power cable got cut by somebody .... maybe the angry tenant cut or my crazy dad go cut it ... zzz ... whoever cut it ought to be CUT ...

Sometime when i hear or see ppl complaining no time to study for their paper ... or even want to skip their test ... i feel like giving them a tight slap ... all they have to worry is their studies ...

For me ... i have to take care of my clothing, food, dad (for all sort of problem he give me), work and my study ... zzz i never even complain and blame anybody ...

Singaporean are so pamper that they dun know how fortunate they are ... for most of them their parent work so hard for them yet they complain ...

im not here to judge or say anything ... i just want them to know how fortunate they are ...

Yawn now i must find a way to wash my clothes ... hand wash or send to laundary that will further up my expenses ... zzz
crazy person at home ... talk to you nicely 1min ... shout at you the next ... wao power right ... haha ... zzz i havent been to church for 2mths ... hai ... insomia last night ...

just wake up ... due to some unpleasent stuff happen ... Im sorry for the agent that deal with my dad ... have to go through his nonsense ... how i wish they sue him and land him to jail .... just lock him up ... =)

the hardest people to deal with in this world is not gangster or mafia , not even the worst man in the world ... the hardest people to deal with is crazy (mentally unstable) + talk big ( boastfull) person.

As usual , when need money ... he will say till you feel so shoik ... once he got your money he will say till you like shit .... what a bomb at home ... =X

Saturday, March 10, 2007

"if u make a show of going againt the times, flaunting your unconventional ideas & unorthodox ways, people will think that you only want attention & that u look down upon them. They will find a way to punish u for making them feel inferior. It is far safer to blend in & nurture the common touch. SHare your originality only with tolerant friends & those who r sure to appreciate your uniqueness!"

Happiness lies within our own heart and soul .... nobody can bring and give you happiness except you yourself ... like wise for sadness ...

quote of the day ...
Hmm... today i got a mix feeling ... waking up in noon ... heard my lousy dad voice ... ya first thing as you guys know is ask for money as i have say in previous post ...

He ask me go die ... ask me get out of the house ... well as usual ... me as myself stay calm and dun get a heated argument with a crazy person ... stay cool and stable ... after awhile when he cool down ... i just leave the house and went for my dinner ... and also treat myself to a nice movie ...

i went to watch 300 ... sparta ... Spartarian law -- No Retreat!!! No Surrender!!! DIE FOR GLORY!!!

As i ponder ... after getting a shout from your dad ... a normal person reaction will be shout back and also feel lousy , bad day ....

then for me ... after going through so many thing ... i learn to listen and forget it ... but sometime is hard also ... as i will keep on thinking and thinking ... and i will fall into the self blaming cycle and my face will turn black ....

Happiness and the state of mind is created by ourself ... you can be still happy even when ppl insult you ... as long as you keep ur mind and brain in a positive state ... be positive ... no points thinking about it ... as nothing will change ....

oh ya im looking for a cheap room ... budget btw 100 - 150 ... if you guys have lobang ... give me a call .... thank you = )

no love life for me ... dun wanna and hope for something that will bother me even more ... have to get out of my family mess first ... yeah i yearn to have a partner ... i mean a girl to love ... but ... also when i want to have something ... i always acted very fast ...

just finish the chinese novel ... what is mine will always be mine ... no point trying too hard ...
yawn ... everytime when im going to have exam ... something at home will pop up ...

Kenna scold for being useless and want me to leave the house ... just because i never give him 350bucks ... well done .... i will go ... sooner than he can imagine .... once i have 1k saving ... i will say bye bye to him forever .... waste my time and effort ....

i rather people say im a bad son ... i dun care ... would you care for such a lousy dad ? always ask for money ... chase ppl out of the house for no reason ... btw i never taken a single cent from him since sec 4 ...

Sometime ask for a few dollars no problem can give ... close 1 eye ... from bad to worst ... ask for so much money .... and the worst part is he find himself into this deep shit ... chase the tenant out of the house so he have to pay them money ... no money nvm ... who to find ... ME lar ....

I really wonder am i his money machine ? i really wonder is he my dad ... i really wonder ....

Alway give me problems ...

give me problems nvm ... still scold me for like my fault ...

Sometime when i see other people ... i feel abit sad that they have such a good daddy yet they dunno how to appreciate ...

life still goes on ... time bomb going to activate soon ...
feeling abit disappointed... she never read her mail ... so i guess tmr will be a library ro swimming day for me ... have to study for monday paper too ... guess i should not have expected much ... anyway ... i dun expect much too ...

No doubt for me is to keep learning stuff to build my contacts and also to improve on my trading skill ... follow my own set of rules and i wont be regreting ...

just to let you guys know ... i have make 1k for this week alone ... =) ... if i can keep on making 1k in a week very consistantly ... i will be a full time option trader =) at the rate im going ... my first millon will come sonner than i will targeted and my dream house will no longer be a dream after all ...

God i still love you ... sorry that i have kind of put you aside ... pls forgive me of my mia and disobedience ...

lastly i want to wish all of you having a good weekend ...
hope to make more friend ... not just through nets ... also real person ... talking and interacting ...

WE NEED MORE HUMAN TOUCH ....

Friday, March 09, 2007

hello ... today i finally make a bold move ... keeping my finger xross that i wont get a rejection... i just like that way you are ... hopefully i can get to know more of you as a friend ... life is good ... everyday is a learning day for me ...

oh ya yesterday i went for a swim ... cool sia ... so long nv swim le ... feel so nice to back into the pool again ... too bad i cant enjoy the sun after my swim as granpa sun went to bed so early ... zzz
exam coming soon ... on this coming mon ... i have to go mugging ...

recently been reading a chinese novel ... very nice ... ya im back to reading chinese novel hehe ... the title of this book is Only loving you online ... A very nice book ... i havent finish yet ... hehe will tell you guys more about this book once i have finish it....

I have been doing quite well for my option trading ... been making money consistently ... so ya one step closer to my dream ... =)

socks all the best for ya pbf ... nth to say to Fio ... abit disappointed ... respect your decision =)

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

hello ... today is a good good day ... why izzit good ? because i just make another record earning ... hehe ... oh ya btw i just setup my trading blog ... so those who are interested in what stock im trading or how well or bad i fare ... you guys can check this out ... http://otakalawoo.blogspot.com ... keke oh ya just washed my load and tonnes of clothes yesterday ... zzz ... so tiring ... haha .. but okay lar ...

looking forward to sat... and hopefully my plan for this week will happen ... oh ya today i say a wrong word ... ZzzZzz and offenced somebody ... i have to watch my words ... sometime you dun mean what you say or even is not your point ... but people will interprete wrongly of your meaning ... and you may give the wrong impression ... thus i think to have an open mind with open conversation is so so so important ...

make your point clear and clarify with the person that you converse with ...

before i go watch my soccer match ... i just want to say ... all the best to those who are still having their exam ... = )

Saturday, March 03, 2007

bored!!! Finally left with 2 more exams to go ... No school = More Works .... i just realize that i still have tons of clothes havent wash ........ zzZzZzzz somebody help me wash pls .... working soon .... cya ... run off
ohayio !!! Never sleep for another day again ... ZzZz ... ROar!!! I want to get out of jail .... will tiger eat their own cub ... ? will papa kill son ?
hmm... recently the paper publish an interesting article about the open affection of teenagers in school uniform at public. I notice that alot of teens already tasted sex even when they are only 14 yrs old ... Im very worried about this trend ... where is the true love that without the sexual intimedation ... ture love is without sexual pleasure ... Young as a teens ... When their sexual desire are the strongest will always make mistake that they will regret...
I dont disagree relationship between young teens ... They just need to know that they like each not only because of the sexual ... is because of the talent , characteristic and interest ...
As i always say .... having a best friend is like having a girl/boy friend ...
Will your papa ask you for money ??
Will your papa so selfish that he only think of himself ??
Will your papa Shout at you when you tell him nicely ... ??
Am i his money tree ?? How long should I endure his nonsense ..??
How i wish to free from him forever ....
the day will come soon ....

Friday, March 02, 2007

today is a nice day to sleep ... well before i go to bed ... i decide to come here to blog ... As usual when i get home from work ... i check out the stock market ... and guess what ... i make a huge lost in making some stupid mistakes ... what a painful lesson ... 3 weeks of hard work gone to waste ...
so i decide not to trade today ... then i go to friendster to disturb people ... haha ...

When i shop around and jump around ... i jump right into socks profile ... haha saw her comment box ... wao now so many people began to write in the comment box ... sad ... no longer will rights ... and ya saw a friend writing her a comment ... let call her friend "E" ... haha

when i saw the comment by E ... i was amuse and shock at the same time ... hmm what did socks tell her ?? how will yu think about me zzzz ... and what do E know about ... lol ... and why beside my name have -_-" ... zzzz

shall go to sleep now ...

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

yawn ... and morning ... first time in school bloging ... so bored right ... also in sch so so early ... i havent visit my bed again ... >< now brain abit dead .... waiting for my team mates to come to school to finish/complie the project ...

Yesterday the US stock market was so bad !!! BEARISH till i guess some of the people in somewhere , someplace will be commit sucide if they expect a bull run ... i make a lost too ... keeping my finger xross that the market will not go on tanking and retrace to its normal values...

Argh!!! i have a very bad habits of doing my project or school works very last minutes ... i have to improve on it. "Dont keep on saying, DO IT DO IT "

Er ... a girl just walk pass ... she look like fiona .... haha oh ya if you are viewing this entry ... hope that you do well in your exam ... and if you wearing black or dark color shirt mean i never saw the wrong person =P

this morning something wierd happen ... i recieve a morning call from a girl ... haha ... and she immediately say wrong number... lol ... zzzz ... actually im thinking whether izzit you ? i just have the feeling is you ... but well nvm ... haha... what an interesting morning ...

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

hello ... im here to share thingy ... actually feeling bored and very full now ... haha
im having a feast today and also yesterday ... shall say about yesterday event first ...

Yesterday i was having a meal/dinner with my best mate/pal/lover or watever haha ... and a sec sch friend ( a girl ) ... i treated them for a dine at my previous work place which is cha cha cha mexican restuarant ... why i choose the place is because i kind of miss the food there ... hehe ... and ya ... was having fun from just catching up with one another ... having a nice chat ... enjoy nice food ... hehe ... oh ya we were at holland Village ... after the dinner we went to gerlaria ... for supper ... i was having fajitas for dine and waffle with soya chocolate obession for supper ... haha

Today went out with guess who ... none other than my best pal AGAIN haha lol and also with my sec sch ART teacher ... we went to Jurong Point for crystal jade ... i was the person ordering the food ... ArgGh ... nvm so i take my time to order for the food ... hehe ... after that we went to swensen for EARTHQUAKE .... hehe

i guess i have to go for a jog later ... haha ... My best pal told me a very interesting love story that involve him ... "interesting" haha ... shall tell you guys next time ... i learn something from my girl friend yesterday ... something that i have to bare in mind ... shall nt tell you guys wad izzit about ... lol ... so secretive ... ahahaa .. enough of my crapping here ... bye bye ...

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Yahooooo!!!!

Finally complete one of my project which involve socket programming ... Yeah ... good morning!`~ Vampire going to hunt for food le ... stomach is growling ... bored now since i have finish my project... that why im here ranting again ... haha ... lazy to do another project which due next wed... In this stupid hour 618 am in the morning ... i cant go to sleep as i have last lecture at 9am...

Keke enough of complaining ... maybe i shall go for a jog or read some books ... haha ... see first most likely to cycle ... long time never cycle le ...

Ohayio minasan ...
ja nei
Vampire >V< keke ....

oh ya i guess you guys been wondering why i stay up late or become a vampire recently .... I shall just let out the secrete ... hehe cos somebody has bite me and turn me into a vam ... >.< ouch!

Cut the crap ... well actually it all start from gaming through the night... that is when during last june when i was doing nth except gaming and go to camp for duty and wait for my ord date. So gaming for a period of time till around oct - nov ... why do i play game in the night is because that where everybody go to sleep so i can gain fast level ... hehe =) ... thus through that 3mths i earn my first gaming money .... $ 150 ... wow ... ^V^

From Oct till Jan i found a job in AKLTG ... im working as a operation executives ... sound nice right ... hehe is a title i give myself lor ... actually im a perm part timer ... Job scope from - data entry , phone calling , setup/closing seminars/workshop and also do receptionist/sales person =)
At first, i have not much work/jobs to do ... As time passes, i have been offer more jobs as i run seminars for a few department in the company. Thus nowaday i can work up till 5 days a week... usually my work start in the evening except weekend in the noon. Some of the workshop is from evening till morning 7pm - 2 am or sometime 5 am ... thus it explain my Vampire evolution ...

I gain alot of insight and experience through my work. It motivate me and strengthen my goal. It so happen that i'm able to attend a free workshop - option trading ... so i been doing trading recently too ... last time is stock now options ... So again ... I'm trading US market ... so i have monitor it ... thus it explain again why i slowly turn into a VAMPIRE ... or US Guy .... lol ...

Im doing quite well in option trading ... been earning money everyday for 3 weeks now ... my target is to win everyday and to come out with a book regarding option/stock trading. Wish me well.... =) By the way for you guys some info .. i earn US90 bucks today ... =) so back to rush my project....

Also lastly have to thanks my fellow classmate for lending me the support ... without them i cant have the time to do so much thing... BYEeee

Friday, February 23, 2007

hello ... garkk ... stupid optionxpress ... argh ... why do you have pending cancel trade.... and it lasted for soo soo soo long ... just filled me in or dun ... cancel still need pending ... wo de tian argh!!! today the trading abit go crazy ...

hehe ... yaya time to go do project ... = )

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

woot nice new year

oh ya ... actually this year chinese new year ... quite not bad ... haha i go visit my mum relatives ... cool sia ... got to meet alot of cousin ... yesterday went for gathering ... BB gathering and also my sec sch class gathering ... we have a fun time ... esp class gathering at form teacher house ... hehe
we went to cafe cartel for dinner and go kbox ... hehe having so much fun singing song and make fun of my best pal ... =P

oh ya just know a girl through my friend recently ... she argh ... like to correct my wrong spelling ... hehe ... im complaining here again ... whahaha ... = P ... kk gotta run ... weeee

Sunday, February 18, 2007

happy Chinese new year ...

I really dun like chinese new year due to the fact that i dont have any family to visit ... Im too big and old to take ang bao from relative and elders ... i must really succeed ... i must make a warm and nice family ... i want to get out of this shatter family ... especially my dad ... i really cant stand him ...

I just cant seem to communicate with people around me ... i kind of feel that im out of this world ... i cant seem to get or be with a nice girl ... im still thinking of the past ... zzz something i just cant really let go ... well ... actually ... i just want to get to know more about you ... hope that your door will open and not shut .... hope that you will give me a chance to prove myself ...

another me ... dun feel like get into a r/s or even close to r/s before i get out of a pile of mess from my D ... time for me to rest a while and maybe i will go watch a movie later or just go to a restaurant to read my books ... or do assignment ... no mood to stay at "home"

Friday, February 02, 2007

26th January 07
Today is a lousy day for me. My irritating dad have come out with an miracle again. I say or use the word miracle because he make the water pipe burst. No water supply in the morning, Can you imagine without water early in the morning ? You cant wash your face. You cant bath or shower. The whole day will be in disaster. It does not just ended there.
I have a test later in the noon. I have no idea on the test question. I feel so dumb and stupid. As expected I did badly for the test. It really added on to my already agony. What a lousy day !
Im screaming and vent of my frustration at my workplace. While listen to Mr Adam talking, im writing to you guys out there who listen and see my crapping.
After the test, It kind of wake me up. I felt the pain. It make me ponder and wonder what id my objective for this year. I guess I spend too much time in game. It about time that I have to get my life straight.
3 more hours to go…
Should I give tution?
My Ranting …

Monday, January 08, 2007

Ongoing war with a crazy person in the house

Hmm.. most of the time when i start blogging is when i have somthing to say ... duh! ... and most of the time something bad... Well war has come again ...

Volcano has slowly and surely erupted ... War with the crazy person has began ... the event is getting more and more rampant ... i have been fighting this war for many many years ... why cant it stop? how am i to stop this war? God why cant you just take him away ... or find him a nice and decent place to stay ...

I know you have a plan for him cos you didnt take his life away ... im very sure you are always in charge of everything ... im getting sick and tired of his nonsense ... my worst nightmare has come ... hopefully i wont get lock out of house when he changing the stupid lock on the door... i really want to pray that the new tender wont get intimated by the bomber ...

how can i help him ... how ... i guess nobody can except him ... himself...

That is the problems when a person start to gamble/drink/smoke in the early stages of their life...

Well as for me ... life still goes on ... hope that whatever he does just dun get me invovle ... haha
i guess i must be dreaming ... lol